hei guys,

so, today i went to my Buka Puasa at school. It is kind of annual event, where all the community in my school, and gathered to break their fast together ofcourse. I remembered, about 360 days ago, im walking around the aisle of the corridor, to make sure that every single thing is on the right track, and nothing is off the schedule, but look at now...a new bacth of committee is taking place, and done exactly the same thing..i realized, how time move so fast, and everything is soo...ehmm, intense should i say.schoolwork, friends, family, financial problems, my community, univ, SAT test, IA's, EA's, Singapore,moving schools, and soo much more..are now jumbling in my head, and waiting to be organized into a massive To-Do-List.

my grandma said that, thats the consequences you have to take, when you start to grow up. sometimes, there are things that you just cant control, but you have to do it, like or not. it makes me realized, that all of this, is a part of making myself better, and better.life is demanding, and i have to keep up with that, for good and for worst, it sounds cliche, but thats the way things work.

a couple days ago, i read this book called, "One Small Act, Can Change You Life-A Kaizen Way", i is a self-improving book, that tells you on how to make your life better, with 4 simple act: ask questions, think of small action, do small action, and solve a small problem.i quote:

to all go green members,
these are all the photos taken during our Poster Making on the back of the Marketing Office.
thank you, rama.

dear all,

yes, im back for another blogging session.its been a while, i know..its just that, everything that i had in my life, is rather personal, than to be shared with all of u.however, i kinda of think to start again, to decorate in my little space on the net, where i can freely express everything i want.

so, lets start from my trip to Cilincing.so, me and some of my friends, and visiting the Fisherman's village in Cilincing area.well, we actually want to witness that new library that HOPE opens for the childrens in the region.for me, its been one of the extraordinary experience, since not only i witness the updates that from my 1 visit, but to open myself into a new boundraies outiside of myself.

im gonna post some photos to share with u guys, so i just want to end my long break, with some of the e-photos.enjoy!

so when i woke at about 6PM, my head seems to be whirling for no reason..its makes me hard to wake up from bed, but on the other hand i should wake up!since its almost nighttime and i cant stayed too long, cause it will distract my night sleep.anyway, i just force myself to go to the bathroom and took a shower..

but!its not over until that point, now what i feel is that, my tummy seems to be rumbling..i dont know why..god, i hate the "i dont know answer" that coming out from myself, it seems to be a mystery thats impossible to be solved!however, i ate my lunch at about 11AM today, cause i had to rush to my meeting @ mall with some friends, regarding our next project on school.in the place, im not eating anything, wait...i are something..its like some japanese food or something, its sort of fill in my tummy, since i double up my lunch today's then..

god!i really wanna eat right now, and hoping that my tummy will stop rumbling, so i can relief myself.. :( :( :(

ciao people :(

oo the tittle its one of the saying that i OVERHEARD from one of the members of our diving group.yes, people i went on diving last saturday w/ Ferina, Monique (her sister), and Om Ferdy (Ferina's mother)..and the overall result is 10/10 which mean PERFECT, i love it!love you bb!!

so, the day started at 4am in the morning, and you should know that Jakarta's traffic is still empty, and it feels like you own the road!ahahaha, it only took about 10 minutes from my house to KFC located near RSPI.ckckc, i was amazed by that.it is like Lebaran's day, but it started a little bit earlier.ahahaha..anyway, i had to go there, since the Ferina's will pick me up there, and go together to the diving site.

on the road, i talk a lot, really like A LOT OF THINGS with Ferina, not to mention that Monique had this BIG CUDDLY DOG PLUSHIES named Ribbon and Whitey,,ohhmyygodd they're just sooo cuteeeeee!!!i love it.i dont mean to be sissy or whatsoever, but when you try to hug the dolls and let yourself snuggled to one of the part of the body, then its feels like heaven.ahaha, they just sooo cute!anyway, but that's not the point, we talk from A-Z and from Z-A...soo its a lot.i cant even remember what am i talking to her on that time..

it took about 3 hours, from Jakarta to the diving site that located in the place called Pulau Sanghyang.on the way there, you need to pass through some of the industrial site that located near the place, and really it is such an experience, since i never witness place like that in my life, soo when i passed though the site, i had a "WOW" effect, cause i cant event stop saying WOW to myself..

anyway, i its about 15 minutes trip from Anyer's freeway to the location of the port where we supposed to meet with all of the group.at the place, there is a boat waiting for us to go the site.while we are on the boat,,ohhmyy the sun is just shone soo bright, skies had a blue color, and the wave is not really that hard..picture yourself a perfect yacht trip..where everything seems soo nice.God I LOVE IT!

(so, done with buddy checking, and all those diving equipements thingy, ITS TIME TO DIVE!!)

i kinda mess up in the 1st dive, since i tried to adjust again with the condition.its been like a year since my last diving trip, and OOHHMYY everything is sooo different...my god...and you know what i saw in there, corals..corals...corals!!I LOVE IT!they're just colorful and fish is everywhere..i feel like in the underwater flower garden,,really!its awesome..i wish i had a picture on it, too bad they dont have any underwater camera.o well, a description might entertain you and me a bit..

however, in the 2nd dive its not really that entertaining as the first one actually, since i had this sydrome called nitrogen narcosis..so, if you are not diving for a particular time, then the gas in your tank for breathing will make your body dizzy at some point, since its not coping with the environment well, soo thats why.when i got up from the ocean, my head is like SUPER DIZZY, and i felt like throw up!

anywyay, the syndrome went off for about 2 hours i think..and after that we heading back to the land, and we're finished for the day!

wuhuuu!its super fun i should tell you..i will never forget about that!!!

so today i went out with ray and ayu to senci, and we watched transformers 2,ahahaha, for me its my second time to had it, but its okayy..i still laugh about it anyway..

it all went very all, and its wayy than i ever expected.i cant believe that, i've been living in the family where there are teenagers within my age, im just glad to had it.especially when me and those guys are having a very emotional talk.it just really bump it very well, cause i neve felt that within my own family.its just a whole a different game to me, and im just embracing the fact that i have to grow up with them!cool!

family for me is not when you can laugh your ass off with your parents, or talk anything you want without having to care about a single thing, that might hurts both you or your parents. the word can be explained into something more formal, where you really need to earn a respect religiously without having to say no. thats the meaning for myself, and truthfully i felt very dissapointed on knowing that is happening to myself. therefore, when i had a "cousins" day out should i say, it give me a different vibe about myself and other people within my family, and you know what, it is becoming one of a motivation for me to create a family where my son/daughther can say whatever they want, without having to care about the feeling.

communication is something that is very important for everyone, especially among the family.that is why, i really want to BREAK THE CYCLE within my own family, so the same situation that happened to me, continues on my descendant later on..surely i will make that as one of the main principle on my parenting life.amen.

soo, as i said ray..im putting my experience on my blog..

P.S, quote of the day from uncle ray's: "..i've been getting through a lot of things in life, and i want you to become someone that is even stronger than me.cause i know, and believe, in the future you will gifted with something good.just focus, and keep doing a nice things on your life"~Ray Baskoro

dude, you have noo idea how much i appreciate you thought today.cheers bro,God Bless..

hei guys,

so, today i went to my Buka Puasa at school. It is kind of annual event, where all the community in my school, and gathered to break their fast together ofcourse. I remembered, about 360 days ago, im walking around the aisle of the corridor, to make sure that every single thing is on the right track, and nothing is off the schedule, but look at now...a new bacth of committee is taking place, and done exactly the same thing..i realized, how time move so fast, and everything is soo...ehmm, intense should i say.schoolwork, friends, family, financial problems, my community, univ, SAT test, IA's, EA's, Singapore,moving schools, and soo much more..are now jumbling in my head, and waiting to be organized into a massive To-Do-List.

my grandma said that, thats the consequences you have to take, when you start to grow up. sometimes, there are things that you just cant control, but you have to do it, like or not. it makes me realized, that all of this, is a part of making myself better, and better.life is demanding, and i have to keep up with that, for good and for worst, it sounds cliche, but thats the way things work.

a couple days ago, i read this book called, "One Small Act, Can Change You Life-A Kaizen Way", i is a self-improving book, that tells you on how to make your life better, with 4 simple act: ask questions, think of small action, do small action, and solve a small problem.i quote:

to all go green members,
these are all the photos taken during our Poster Making on the back of the Marketing Office.
thank you, rama.

dear all,

yes, im back for another blogging session.its been a while, i know..its just that, everything that i had in my life, is rather personal, than to be shared with all of u.however, i kinda of think to start again, to decorate in my little space on the net, where i can freely express everything i want.

so, lets start from my trip to Cilincing.so, me and some of my friends, and visiting the Fisherman's village in Cilincing area.well, we actually want to witness that new library that HOPE opens for the childrens in the region.for me, its been one of the extraordinary experience, since not only i witness the updates that from my 1 visit, but to open myself into a new boundraies outiside of myself.

im gonna post some photos to share with u guys, so i just want to end my long break, with some of the e-photos.enjoy!

so when i woke at about 6PM, my head seems to be whirling for no reason..its makes me hard to wake up from bed, but on the other hand i should wake up!since its almost nighttime and i cant stayed too long, cause it will distract my night sleep.anyway, i just force myself to go to the bathroom and took a shower..

but!its not over until that point, now what i feel is that, my tummy seems to be rumbling..i dont know why..god, i hate the "i dont know answer" that coming out from myself, it seems to be a mystery thats impossible to be solved!however, i ate my lunch at about 11AM today, cause i had to rush to my meeting @ mall with some friends, regarding our next project on school.in the place, im not eating anything, wait...i are something..its like some japanese food or something, its sort of fill in my tummy, since i double up my lunch today's then..

god!i really wanna eat right now, and hoping that my tummy will stop rumbling, so i can relief myself.. :( :( :(

ciao people :(

oo the tittle its one of the saying that i OVERHEARD from one of the members of our diving group.yes, people i went on diving last saturday w/ Ferina, Monique (her sister), and Om Ferdy (Ferina's mother)..and the overall result is 10/10 which mean PERFECT, i love it!love you bb!!

so, the day started at 4am in the morning, and you should know that Jakarta's traffic is still empty, and it feels like you own the road!ahahaha, it only took about 10 minutes from my house to KFC located near RSPI.ckckc, i was amazed by that.it is like Lebaran's day, but it started a little bit earlier.ahahaha..anyway, i had to go there, since the Ferina's will pick me up there, and go together to the diving site.

on the road, i talk a lot, really like A LOT OF THINGS with Ferina, not to mention that Monique had this BIG CUDDLY DOG PLUSHIES named Ribbon and Whitey,,ohhmyygodd they're just sooo cuteeeeee!!!i love it.i dont mean to be sissy or whatsoever, but when you try to hug the dolls and let yourself snuggled to one of the part of the body, then its feels like heaven.ahaha, they just sooo cute!anyway, but that's not the point, we talk from A-Z and from Z-A...soo its a lot.i cant even remember what am i talking to her on that time..

it took about 3 hours, from Jakarta to the diving site that located in the place called Pulau Sanghyang.on the way there, you need to pass through some of the industrial site that located near the place, and really it is such an experience, since i never witness place like that in my life, soo when i passed though the site, i had a "WOW" effect, cause i cant event stop saying WOW to myself..

anyway, i its about 15 minutes trip from Anyer's freeway to the location of the port where we supposed to meet with all of the group.at the place, there is a boat waiting for us to go the site.while we are on the boat,,ohhmyy the sun is just shone soo bright, skies had a blue color, and the wave is not really that hard..picture yourself a perfect yacht trip..where everything seems soo nice.God I LOVE IT!

(so, done with buddy checking, and all those diving equipements thingy, ITS TIME TO DIVE!!)

i kinda mess up in the 1st dive, since i tried to adjust again with the condition.its been like a year since my last diving trip, and OOHHMYY everything is sooo different...my god...and you know what i saw in there, corals..corals...corals!!I LOVE IT!they're just colorful and fish is everywhere..i feel like in the underwater flower garden,,really!its awesome..i wish i had a picture on it, too bad they dont have any underwater camera.o well, a description might entertain you and me a bit..

however, in the 2nd dive its not really that entertaining as the first one actually, since i had this sydrome called nitrogen narcosis..so, if you are not diving for a particular time, then the gas in your tank for breathing will make your body dizzy at some point, since its not coping with the environment well, soo thats why.when i got up from the ocean, my head is like SUPER DIZZY, and i felt like throw up!

anywyay, the syndrome went off for about 2 hours i think..and after that we heading back to the land, and we're finished for the day!

wuhuuu!its super fun i should tell you..i will never forget about that!!!

so today i went out with ray and ayu to senci, and we watched transformers 2,ahahaha, for me its my second time to had it, but its okayy..i still laugh about it anyway..

it all went very all, and its wayy than i ever expected.i cant believe that, i've been living in the family where there are teenagers within my age, im just glad to had it.especially when me and those guys are having a very emotional talk.it just really bump it very well, cause i neve felt that within my own family.its just a whole a different game to me, and im just embracing the fact that i have to grow up with them!cool!

family for me is not when you can laugh your ass off with your parents, or talk anything you want without having to care about a single thing, that might hurts both you or your parents. the word can be explained into something more formal, where you really need to earn a respect religiously without having to say no. thats the meaning for myself, and truthfully i felt very dissapointed on knowing that is happening to myself. therefore, when i had a "cousins" day out should i say, it give me a different vibe about myself and other people within my family, and you know what, it is becoming one of a motivation for me to create a family where my son/daughther can say whatever they want, without having to care about the feeling.

communication is something that is very important for everyone, especially among the family.that is why, i really want to BREAK THE CYCLE within my own family, so the same situation that happened to me, continues on my descendant later on..surely i will make that as one of the main principle on my parenting life.amen.

soo, as i said ray..im putting my experience on my blog..

P.S, quote of the day from uncle ray's: "..i've been getting through a lot of things in life, and i want you to become someone that is even stronger than me.cause i know, and believe, in the future you will gifted with something good.just focus, and keep doing a nice things on your life"~Ray Baskoro

dude, you have noo idea how much i appreciate you thought today.cheers bro,God Bless..