a new spirit

Mengingat masa lalu lewat anak-anak kecil naik sepeda di dekat rumah

2009-12-28T09:14:00.002+07:00

Hari ini gw decided untuk ngajak jalan-jalan anjing gw keliling kompleks. Anginnya dingin, thats for sure since malamnya baru aja selesai hujan. Ngak lama setelah itu, ada yaaa sekitar 10 anak-anak naik sepeda dan nanya gini ke gw:

anak-anak itu: "mas namanya siapa?!"
rama: "fluffy
anak-anak itu: "wahhh kerenn banget namanya"
rama: (dibales dengan senyum maksa)
anak-anak itu: "ahahahahah" (dan mereka meninggalkan gw untuk bersepeda kembali)

Secara ngak langsung, ada semacam flashback di pikiran gw yang membawa ke masa dimana gw masih namanya naik sepeda, keringetan, dan ngak peduli sama apa yang terjadi dengan sekitar gw. Intinya, SENANG-SENANG! Wahh, betapa gw rindunya gw dengan masa-masa itu. Ngak kerasa kayaknya itu semua sudah terlewatkan selama kurang lebih 10 tahun?! Wow, sekarang sudah mau 17...and its freakin' longgg time.

Ngak kerasa aja yaa waktu itu berjalan dengan cepat, dan kalo gw putar kepala gw untuk melihat ke belakang, betapa banyak hal yang telah gw lewati dalam hidup sampai-sampai lupa untuk mengingat hal kecil, seperti layaknya tertawa. Oleh karena itu, hari ini gw harus berterima kasih kepada anak-anak itu telah membuat gw tertawa kecil mengenai pagi gw. They are like a blessing in the morning, and I should pray for them for making up my day :)

random photos

2009-12-26T08:59:00.004+07:00

Elephant ride!

Floating market 01

Floating market 02

Bangkok city (sorry agak mendung emang disana)

so far, so (too) good

2009-12-26T08:14:00.003+07:00

just got back from Bali yesterday, FYI im getting brown(ier) should i say..ahahhaa. you have no idea how the sun in there, it was FREAKINGLY HOT TO THE MAX!!!!! i just cant believe my self. but again, if its not like that then it is not Bali right?

so, merry christmas severyone and happy new year 2010. have you make any resolution for next year. hmm, so far i have like 10 things to be done and reflect before the '10 is over. what about you guys? but for sure, one the top five in my list is graduate w/ score 30ish above in my IB Diploma (ooo yes, for those of you who took this curriculum, you will know how much pain we will have on getting this score right?!)

well, satu kata yang menjelaskan Bali..SEPI! the island that is voted as one of the best destination in the world is sepi. i try to ask some people about it and they dont even know the reason why?! i was thinking this must be the impact from the recent bombing that we had. just imagine for you selves, how scary is that! however, i still managed to do things like para-sailing, rafting and a bit of shopping though.hehhehehee. but here's the thing, i kinda like t-shirt that made locally. their design has the same quality just like any imported goods that sold in the island. i think thats one of the reason why i should love Bali.

ooo, here's some picture that i took when i was there...

Legong dance @ Ubud

my sister playing sand on Kuta beach.she lovin' it!

Bali blue sky, mau dimana lagi coba dapet kyk gini?!

Tuban beach 01

Tuban beach 02

for me having to enjoy all of these is like receiving a piece of heaven. as an Indonesian, i should embrace the beauty of nature that Bali gave to me in the last 3 days of my trips. nothing can beat that, and i think thats one of the reason why we should explore more our Indonesia rather than going abroad. personally, this is my guilty pleasure.

thank you Bali and Indonesia. karena aku bangga jadi anak Indonesia!

Pribadi setelah Sang Pemimpi

2009-12-21T23:16:00.002+07:00

dalam post ini, mari kita gunakan bahasa indonesia sebagai wujud rasa bangga kita terhadap karya anak negeri sendiri, film "Sang Pemimpi"

Untuk kesekian kalinya, Riri Reza dan Mira Lesmana membuat diriku harus terpana melihat karya yang mereka buat. Lewat "Sang Pemimpi" yaitu sekuel dari tetralogi "Laskar Pelangi" akan membawa kita ke tingkatan lebih jauh, tentang kisah lanjutan dari bocah bernama Ikal yang mempunyai impian untuk pergi ke Sorborne, Paris.

Dalam filmnya, kita takkan lelah untuk namanya di kumandangkan kata "mimpi". Itulah yang membuat diri saya terus mengingat kembali, "apakah kita sudah cukup besar untuk mimpi yang kita punyai", seperti halnya dikatakan oleh salah satu tokohnya yang tak lain adalah Ikal. Sungguh menakjubkan dan tak bisa di jelaskan dalam bentuk kata. Mimpi yang terkadang dapat membuat kita terkecoh dalam kehidupan, sebenarnya bisa menjadi aset terbesar untuk terus melaju. Memang benar, "semua itu bermulai dari mimpi dan harapan" karena tanpa mereka tak mungkin sebuah fenomena atau hal eureka! bisa tercipta di alam semesta ini.

Sebagai anak yang baru mempunyai umur kunjung dewasa, membuat saya harus berpikir bahwa selain usaha, kerja keras, dan doa. Mimpi menjadikan sesuatu yang harus saya masukkan kedalam resep ajaib dalam meraih kesuksesan saya kelak nanti. Tanpa semua ini, saya yakin bahwa impian saya takkan tercapai karena harus kandas atas lemahnya tingkat motivasi yang tidak didasari oleh "mimpi dan harapan" tadi.

"Seribu orang tua dapat memimpin sebuah negara, tapi ketika satu remaja bangkit. Itulah cikal bakal sebuah perubahan"

Sekarang pertanyaannya, apakah saya (dan kita sebagai kaum pemuda/pemudi Indonesia) akan siap mengambil serta mencari perubahan tersebut?

2009-12-21T08:48:00.002+07:00

"ternyata jarak antara gw untuk tidak nge-blog lumayan ngak lama juga ya?!baru nyadar gw"

packing, new days, SANG PEMIMPI and a bit of miracles

2009-12-21T08:38:00.002+07:00

morning people, if you are not in Jakarta i tell you this. i can see a greyish sky over my house. its kinda sucks, since i wish for a perfect happy yellow sunlight today. well, guess God is not granting my wish today..

so, i wish that when im at Bali the weather will not be this suckie. seriously, if its like this then OOOHHMYY i cannot imagine how annoying it would be. yesterday im done packing for this trip, FYI for the first time im using a small trolley. it felt weird actually, cause im not getting used to have a "so called pack" packing, where i just prepared everything accordingly to the day. ahaha, udh ahh kok jadi ngak penting kayak gini.

yes, its a new day with a new spirit and more to come. i feel very ecstatic for everything that's going to happen today... i cant really say it one by one, because it just too much to be listed down! OO!!!!my mom suddenly gimme a free ticket for SANG PEMIMPI! MYYY GODD!!!! YOU HAVE NOO IDEA HOW MUCH I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOVIE FOR SOOOO LONGGG!!! PRAISEEE THE LORD! soo, got any comment aboutthis movie before i go to cinema this afternoon? well, i heard over twitter that some might say its boring and the other give a splendid review regarding this? lets see who's winning on the battle of the argument, shall we?

okayy then, gonna change my clothe and gone for a lunch date. ciao!

quick writing

2009-12-17T23:38:00.003+07:00

actually, there's no sufficient issues to be share in this time at night.
i feel like to write something, just to clear off my mind before heading on to sleep.
btw, idk what should i for tomorrow?some will bound for hols, and some will be staying at J-town.
o well, i guess im gonna have my self-reflection time in the monring after taking my shower.
wonder what should i get for my breakfast.
hmm, now im starting to get confused on what put over here.

by the by, i think there's thing that i an share with you in the form of quote that my teacher told me today:

ia berkata, "kamu itu anak bahasa. liat nomor tuu pasti ngak bisa ngitung deee. aku jamin, disuruh papa kamu bikin apaaa atau belajar bahasa, pasti nempelnya cepet. ngak apa2 kok, mas. semua orang itu emang dibuat beda-beda, no worries. terus tuu yaa, kamu tuu kalo nulis kenapa sii namanya harus di perindah. kalo dalam science ngak ada tuu namanya kayak gitu. yang penting adalah lugas, to the point dan ngak berbusa"

gw akan jujur sama diri gw sendiri, hal tersebut ngak bakal gw lupaiin as long gw masih idup. FYI, dengan blog ini kita (dan gw apalagi) akan berharap bahwa tulisan tersebut akan jadi saksi bisu kalo ada orang yang masih sayang dan juga peduli sama apa yang gw lakuiin.

cheers to that,

Do Better For Earth

2009-12-17T13:42:00.001+07:00

anyone wanna join me for this?

unexpected result

2009-12-17T13:22:00.003+07:00

today, i decided to came to school for polishing some unfinished business with some teachers and work that is left out during the school days. its nice to met some friends, and able to laugh a bit with teachers before heading off for hols. for me, holiday is good only for two reasons: 1) i can have a late morning wake up, 2) i can stay late for whatever reason that God knows why, im sorry to say that other than that..its just makes me unproductive and lazy ass, which eventually will makes me hard to refuel myself when the school start.

so, some teachers already told me about the scores that i got from the exam. i should say its far than i expected. of course, math and science will be the worst,but i just hope for the best from languages and humanities. in the end, i should work my ass of even harder in he next 6 month. *this is a good motivator to achieve higher on Mock exam and finals on May*

well, for the next couple for day i would like to refresh my mind a bit from a so called bad news, and let my self be spoiled with what holidays offers me. maybe, i will start to work a bit during the second week of hols, so i will be occupied enough and be someone that is production, FOR GOD SAKE!

so long my friend...counting down to x-mas in 8 days :) :) :)

yes, i finished it well

2009-12-15T20:02:00.002+07:00

well, the title is adopted from my teacher's quote during school days. i kinda like it, since its very inspirative and keeps me going whenever im down or not in the mood on doing something. she always said that, "everyone can have a very good start, but only some can finish it them well", i think i should agree with that, since really im not that kind of person.but, its the lesson to learn, knowing that i can push myself in the last 5 days is a reward and a result from believing, yet trying to assimilate the meaning in my life.

so, exam is over and hols is just around the corner?got any plans?i hope you do.
bali's trip will be on 22nd-24th December 2009, *yawwnnnn* but wth, seeing the beach and sunset will be a perfect gate away from 6 month of stressed :) :) :)

anyhow, speaking of "finishing" something well, i got a thing to share...i know its kinda private, but wth!

for me, the term "finish" can be defined as when you and other people can actually get done one thing without leaving anything behind...however, i've been believing that in the last couple of years...and now i have to regret the situation where its just going to be another bullshit in my life.oo yeahh, shit do happens people.

its ironic and pathetic to know that, someone who actually thought to be friend will leave you somehow cause he/she already accomplished their dream and goals in life.did they realized that sometimes, its not just about YOU but people that who actually help you to get there...im not trying to portray myself as the one who should be appreciated, but a little understand and kindness would be nice to offer from you guys...

"never center yourlife to friend, boyfriend/girlfriend" is what i hold on to right now.everything changes, shit do happens, and seriously..dont be someone who will fall into the pit for 3rd times..cause that makes you a stupid person..learn it and move on..

sorry that i made my decision now, but when SHIT happens to you..i simply dont wanna think about it.cause there are other people that will not think their own shit...

goodbye and so long my friends.

i decided to reopen this blog again

2009-12-12T07:56:00.001+07:00

hei all bloggers!!!!!!

oohhmyyy, my last post is about 4 or 5 months ago..thats a long time for not opening your blog or so-called-little-place-on-the-big-virtual-world.anyhow, after reading some blogs around inet its kinda inspired me to write again my thought.i believed, it will not be for my own goodness but its more into something else..something moree personal (?)

okayy thenn, lets reopen this blog with a new perspective, new ideas, and moreeeee neww things!

cheers,
rama

rapid changes

2009-09-11T22:34:00.002+07:00

hei guys,

so, today i went to my Buka Puasa at school. It is kind of annual event, where all the community in my school, and gathered to break their fast together ofcourse. I remembered, about 360 days ago, im walking around the aisle of the corridor, to make sure that every single thing is on the right track, and nothing is off the schedule, but look at now...a new bacth of committee is taking place, and done exactly the same thing..i realized, how time move so fast, and everything is soo...ehmm, intense should i say.schoolwork, friends, family, financial problems, my community, univ, SAT test, IA's, EA's, Singapore,moving schools, and soo much more..are now jumbling in my head, and waiting to be organized into a massive To-Do-List.

my grandma said that, thats the consequences you have to take, when you start to grow up. sometimes, there are things that you just cant control, but you have to do it, like or not. it makes me realized, that all of this, is a part of making myself better, and better.life is demanding, and i have to keep up with that, for good and for worst, it sounds cliche, but thats the way things work.

a couple days ago, i read this book called, "One Small Act, Can Change You Life-A Kaizen Way", i is a self-improving book, that tells you on how to make your life better, with 4 simple act: ask questions, think of small action, do small action, and solve a small problem.i quote:

its better to do a small things but create a continuation, rather than something big but resulting on nothing

its a wake up call, to start do the same thing, and that is my job for a couple of months, to applied that in life.

o well, im gonna watch 90210 now..hehehee, c you guys.
have a good weekend.

a CAS evidence

2009-09-06T16:03:00.003+07:00

to all go green members,
these are all the photos taken during our Poster Making on the back of the Marketing Office.
thank you, rama.

a continuation from long break

2009-08-29T20:51:00.004+07:00

dear all,

yes, im back for another blogging session.its been a while, i know..its just that, everything that i had in my life, is rather personal, than to be shared with all of u.however, i kinda of think to start again, to decorate in my little space on the net, where i can freely express everything i want.

so, lets start from my trip to Cilincing.so, me and some of my friends, and visiting the Fisherman's village in Cilincing area.well, we actually want to witness that new library that HOPE opens for the childrens in the region.for me, its been one of the extraordinary experience, since not only i witness the updates that from my 1 visit, but to open myself into a new boundraies outiside of myself.

im gonna post some photos to share with u guys, so i just want to end my long break, with some of the e-photos.enjoy!

i feel like a wreck right now

2009-07-06T18:56:00.002+07:00

so when i woke at about 6PM, my head seems to be whirling for no reason..its makes me hard to wake up from bed, but on the other hand i should wake up!since its almost nighttime and i cant stayed too long, cause it will distract my night sleep.anyway, i just force myself to go to the bathroom and took a shower..

but!its not over until that point, now what i feel is that, my tummy seems to be rumbling..i dont know why..god, i hate the "i dont know answer" that coming out from myself, it seems to be a mystery thats impossible to be solved!however, i ate my lunch at about 11AM today, cause i had to rush to my meeting @ mall with some friends, regarding our next project on school.in the place, im not eating anything, wait...i are something..its like some japanese food or something, its sort of fill in my tummy, since i double up my lunch today's then..

god!i really wanna eat right now, and hoping that my tummy will stop rumbling, so i can relief myself.. :( :( :(

ciao people :(

"...actually diving is one of the optimum sport in Indonesia, they just fit perfectly with the topographic.."

2009-07-06T07:35:00.002+07:00

oo the tittle its one of the saying that i OVERHEARD from one of the members of our diving group.yes, people i went on diving last saturday w/ Ferina, Monique (her sister), and Om Ferdy (Ferina's mother)..and the overall result is 10/10 which mean PERFECT, i love it!love you bb!!

so, the day started at 4am in the morning, and you should know that Jakarta's traffic is still empty, and it feels like you own the road!ahahaha, it only took about 10 minutes from my house to KFC located near RSPI.ckckc, i was amazed by that.it is like Lebaran's day, but it started a little bit earlier.ahahaha..anyway, i had to go there, since the Ferina's will pick me up there, and go together to the diving site.

on the road, i talk a lot, really like A LOT OF THINGS with Ferina, not to mention that Monique had this BIG CUDDLY DOG PLUSHIES named Ribbon and Whitey,,ohhmyygodd they're just sooo cuteeeeee!!!i love it.i dont mean to be sissy or whatsoever, but when you try to hug the dolls and let yourself snuggled to one of the part of the body, then its feels like heaven.ahaha, they just sooo cute!anyway, but that's not the point, we talk from A-Z and from Z-A...soo its a lot.i cant even remember what am i talking to her on that time..

it took about 3 hours, from Jakarta to the diving site that located in the place called Pulau Sanghyang.on the way there, you need to pass through some of the industrial site that located near the place, and really it is such an experience, since i never witness place like that in my life, soo when i passed though the site, i had a "WOW" effect, cause i cant event stop saying WOW to myself..

anyway, i its about 15 minutes trip from Anyer's freeway to the location of the port where we supposed to meet with all of the group.at the place, there is a boat waiting for us to go the site.while we are on the boat,,ohhmyy the sun is just shone soo bright, skies had a blue color, and the wave is not really that hard..picture yourself a perfect yacht trip..where everything seems soo nice.God I LOVE IT!

(so, done with buddy checking, and all those diving equipements thingy, ITS TIME TO DIVE!!)

i kinda mess up in the 1st dive, since i tried to adjust again with the condition.its been like a year since my last diving trip, and OOHHMYY everything is sooo different...my god...and you know what i saw in there, corals..corals...corals!!I LOVE IT!they're just colorful and fish is everywhere..i feel like in the underwater flower garden,,really!its awesome..i wish i had a picture on it, too bad they dont have any underwater camera.o well, a description might entertain you and me a bit..

however, in the 2nd dive its not really that entertaining as the first one actually, since i had this sydrome called nitrogen narcosis..so, if you are not diving for a particular time, then the gas in your tank for breathing will make your body dizzy at some point, since its not coping with the environment well, soo thats why.when i got up from the ocean, my head is like SUPER DIZZY, and i felt like throw up!

anywyay, the syndrome went off for about 2 hours i think..and after that we heading back to the land, and we're finished for the day!

wuhuuu!its super fun i should tell you..i will never forget about that!!!

personal quote of the day

2009-07-03T22:18:00.002+07:00

"...i barely breathing without you, and now im broken inside...
but im not stop there, i move on to you, and i find a deep meaning inside you.cause i can find a healing, so i keep holding on..until the time separate both of us..."

i valued my family so much at this point

2009-07-02T21:23:00.002+07:00

so today i went out with ray and ayu to senci, and we watched transformers 2,ahahaha, for me its my second time to had it, but its okayy..i still laugh about it anyway..

it all went very all, and its wayy than i ever expected.i cant believe that, i've been living in the family where there are teenagers within my age, im just glad to had it.especially when me and those guys are having a very emotional talk.it just really bump it very well, cause i neve felt that within my own family.its just a whole a different game to me, and im just embracing the fact that i have to grow up with them!cool!

family for me is not when you can laugh your ass off with your parents, or talk anything you want without having to care about a single thing, that might hurts both you or your parents. the word can be explained into something more formal, where you really need to earn a respect religiously without having to say no. thats the meaning for myself, and truthfully i felt very dissapointed on knowing that is happening to myself. therefore, when i had a "cousins" day out should i say, it give me a different vibe about myself and other people within my family, and you know what, it is becoming one of a motivation for me to create a family where my son/daughther can say whatever they want, without having to care about the feeling.

communication is something that is very important for everyone, especially among the family.that is why, i really want to BREAK THE CYCLE within my own family, so the same situation that happened to me, continues on my descendant later on..surely i will make that as one of the main principle on my parenting life.amen.

soo, as i said ray..im putting my experience on my blog..

P.S, quote of the day from uncle ray's: "..i've been getting through a lot of things in life, and i want you to become someone that is even stronger than me.cause i know, and believe, in the future you will gifted with something good.just focus, and keep doing a nice things on your life"~Ray Baskoro

dude, you have noo idea how much i appreciate you thought today.cheers bro,God Bless..

my little summer holiday

2009-07-01T20:54:00.002+07:00

hello everyone, sorry for my absence on the post.
well, i dont really called it a holiday, since mine is just started like 10 days ago, while my days of summer had been rolling for 2 weeks, i think...oo well, its better you had it rather than nothing.

so, hows ur summer guys?or for those who's in the Indonesia?holiday is a perfect word the describe the activity that is not required any of of those mind cramping, its laid back time, thats why it is called as a holiday.well, mine seems to be pretty good.i mostly spent my 2 weeks at home by watching my sister over, since one of our maids is out for sick calls for few days, soo thats why..also, if i dont missed it, my dad is a way, soo i need to help my mom on babysitting.

however, its all worth it, look at me now.. busy with movies, yet meeting with my school project.WOOPS!school?hmm, its not really a big deal, its a project, soo i assure you it is something fun.noo problemo, should i say..awww come on, doing something goods for you sourounding in your free time?what could be better than that, huh?its a good deed that EVERY TEENS should do!wuhuu, hope you're agree with me?hehehe.

its been a while, since i dive myself into my lappie, and just work on paperworks, or phones that ask/inform people about the updates on the event.especially, facebook..they're like almost 20/7 standby!cause i mostly update everything via internet, soo im being a net freak for this past weeks..and i think i liking this job a lot!you know, communication skills is a basic needs that EVERYONE should have it in their life, especially in the human relations area..woww, you need A VERY comprehensive, yet integrated skills on dealing with people.i just hope that, by doing this, i can gain something good, for my future.amen.

oo well, without blabbing too much about my thing, i just hope you guys have a great summer.for binusians, we had like 2 weekends to go, before heading off to school.thats a lot of time!weee!
bye everyone..

happy birthday my Jakarta

2009-06-22T10:24:00.002+07:00

today is Jakarta 482 birthday, and i never realized that my city is still young compared to other Indonesia's city that had an age more that ours.however, living in this metropolitan city has been one of those experience that not many our siblings can enjoy.they still experienced many of the problems, that most of the metropolitans not having.with this, i should embrace on what i had from my beloved city, Jakarta.

happy birthday Jakarta, btw im looking forward for the MRT construction in 2016.keep up the good work :) :) :)

astaga, lama amat buat gw untuk nonton lagi :(

2009-06-18T08:51:00.000+07:00

Following is The CW’s fall premiere schedule:

Tuesday, Sept. 8
8:00-9:00 p.m. 90210 (Season Premiere)
9:00-10:00 p.m. MELROSE PLACE (Series Premiere)

Wednesday, Sept. 9
8:00-10:00 p.m. AMERICA’S NEXT TOP MODEL (2-Hour Season Premiere)

Thursday, Sept. 10
8:00-9:00 p.m. THE VAMPIRE DIARIES (Series Premiere)
9:00-10:00 p.m. SUPERNATURAL (Season Premiere)

Monday, Sept. 14
8:00-9:00 p.m. ONE TREE HILL (Season Premiere)
9:00-10:00 p.m. GOSSIP GIRL (Season Premiere)

Wednesday, Sept. 16
8:00-9:00 p.m. AMERICA’S NEXT TOP MODEL
9:00-10:00 p.m. THE BEAUTIFUL LIFE: TBL (Series Premiere)

Friday, Sept. 25
8:00-9:00 p.m. SMALLVILLE (Season Premiere)
9:00-10:00 p.m. AMERICA’S NEXT TOP MODEL (Encore Episodes)

All Times ET

buset, ngak bisa lebih lama lagi yaa.ckckckckc,

2009-06-15T18:16:00.002+07:00

so finally, i can enjoy the joy on unproductive day..which is full of lounging and tv streaming activity.nice.anyway, its been around a week and i dont think i have any particular plan for holiday..well, my parents said if i get a ticket to london, then i can fly to the city of mr.Shakespeare, but will see..if the luck is on me,they voila!maybe i can meet up with Prince William and Charles..just wait me there.

i planned for Dufan to tomorrow, but its kinda a vague right now if the things goes according to plan, cause too bad Ariani cant come, since she had thing interview or exercise in her English course, so thats leave out to me, Ferina, and Diga (plus his babyboo), and Fajar (hope he can make it..)i dont know..i felt like rotten at home and not doing something. well, last week i spent myself on schoolwork, but now..since its everyone already gone for holiday, so school visit is not an option.

hmm, i think thats my update people..i hope that my grade will be good.amen..
cause that will help A LOAD in my holiday.c u.

its been a while, and it become worsen by time to time

2009-06-11T10:55:00.002+07:00

hey guys, sorry for the late reply. i just dont have any mood to write anything, cause again if i wanna share something with you guys, it is about school thing.which i found, it is kind overated, and i decided if it is going around the school, im just gonna save it for myself.

gosh,seriously im not getting though a good morning. just like my FB status, i used that phrase to describe my current situation right. here's what makes me kinda a pissed in these few days, people is distracting my plans with their plans. I MEAN GOD!PLEASE!I HATE THAT!what is the use of making schedule, if suddenly someone is just going to ruin it, ofcourse our PRIORITY will be the one on the list, NOT THOSE WHO ASK US TO DO IT!

its bothers me a lot since, i should i say, im those who really follow schedule religously..and if i dont do that, my principle in life is "you will messed on things, if you dont have a clear rundown on things to do on yourlie".it is been a while, and i found that it is very working for me.so, having this kind of things OFTENLY occurs in these few days, really bothers me a LOAD LOADS LOADA(*#Y(09837u098309!!!

so, thats kind of relieve, since i can just write all my "uneg-uneg" in this little space.
IT FEELS..EMPLTY RIGHT NOW!soo thats a good news.

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oo have u guys heard about the AMBALAT issues that currently happening *again* between Indonesia and Malaysia. here's a thing, MALAYSIAN SUCKS TO THE ASS!seriouly, i know that the island is located on the FREE INTERNATIONAL ECONOMIC ZONE, but INDONESIA HAD IT ALREADY AS PART OF OUR COUNTRY!why bothers to fight with the nation that had been war with those colonials for atleast 350 years, i mean you'll get lost anyway..sooo GET LOST!!

seriously, Malaysia has been an ass to Indonesia.not just from Ambalat problem, but look at those maid that've been beat up. our goverment, unfortunately create a policy where it makes these people suffer there. they shouldnt get this kind of action, humans are supposed to be treated as they are, NOT LIKE A BUNCH OF GERMS THAT CAN BE ELIMATIED/DISCRIMINATED AT ONE TIME!THEY HAVE HUMAN RIGHTS YOU MALAYSIAN MORON!!!GOD, what have u guys been taught in school..

i felt a very dissapointment in my country that cannot fullfill a basic neccesaity of their individuals. for me, goverment should work harder and INFACT with the president that will be chosen on July, i wish they atleast give attention to this little glimpe of people that really need a hand for themself, cause if not things will get even worst that we can imagine.

rama said, "i think im gonna failed some of my exam tests"

2009-06-02T16:58:00.003+07:00

right then, i supposingly to go to shower and have a review on math, oo well my hand feels ticklish to write something up today..

AWHAH)(#@UKJNALJHSLAKJS!!!!thank god exam is almost finish, (yeahh i knoww, he's trying to brings up school topic ~.~), BUT IM NOT GONNA SAID "ohmige its hard or whatsoever", instead i will said, "i think im gonna failed in some of the test",haaaahhh!!!

hmm, let start from A2, i dont think my "power" essay will persuade Donna enough, since she always always and ALWAYS wants more..okayy, and then A1 Indonesian, hmmm, "no comments", BIO..for this one i'll say "come on laaa, you cann haa you cann...(with optimistic thought, but scared to have an unoptimistic score..god..unoptimistic, what is that??!, and BUS..well that one is okayy for me...ECO which i just do it today, one word, "EEK!", and MATH..."god knows how"

ahh!!i want holiday like for real, and counting days to seniors within 24 hours now...hurray?but i dont want the HS to be over soo soonnnn!!!nohhhh....

ahhhh, my thought in my head just swirling in nowhere..god..
okayy then, im gonna have my shower..c u.

wish me luck for exam..

2009-06-01T09:42:00.004+07:00

hei guys, just wanna have a lttle update..
god, its already june, i cant believe how times flies soo fast, i mean now im sitting on freshman and in few days im off to seniors.woww, everything seems to be like a blink of an eyes, and i realized how much i changed until the point i write this post...god knows god know ramm...

soo, hows weekend people?everything's good?hope so..
or got any things for summer this year?hmm, not for me i think..since dad said that i need to study at home to prepared for final exam...CRAP!!!soo thats mean, nooo going out!what the hell, but really i need a refreshment for a year of tortured from IB..like a real one, where i can delete all those craps in my brain and just put it in my imaginary recycle bin..huh~

anyway, i have business test this afternoon, but i need to tutor agnes and diga first..and maybe have a little lunch i think..oo well, will see..

currently listening to: katy perry:waking up in vegas
P.S. ichel, gw jg counting hours jg ke liburan. :) :) :) :) :)

me love slacking!

2009-05-27T09:47:00.002+07:00

i just realized, in the past 3 days i just slacked around my lappie, with nothing to do actually.ehmm, facebook, twitter, facebook again, and it just create a certain pattern, that if i have a power to swoosh all of that away, i can atleast concentrate more on my studies.

right then, exam is here, that is all what am i trying to say.oohh, i also just realizing that most of my post is about school..god, why i turn myself into someone nerdy or something.o well, now im sitting here, bio book is besides me waiting to be memorize...but i havent got any morning shower, since i found this "kaki seribu" walking down in my bathroom FLOOR!IUHHHHHH!!!and suddenly, when i woke up this morning and planed to had a shower, it just gone!I DONT WANNA GO TO SHOWER!!!STUPID ANTROPHOD!grrr...

oo, i wanna play cake mania.ekk, "arent you supposed to review the chapter on CELL?!", "oo well.."

see you! i wanna play games, and i started again later.wuhuu~

short update

2009-05-24T09:13:00.002+07:00

hei guys, (currently opening my Media Studies booklet, and tuning to some Colbie Calliat song) anyway, hows sat?i loveeee this sunday, since when i woke up this morning, the sun is brightening sooo good.soo, hope it is a good sign for tomorrow exam.amen.

uhh, im constraining for exam right now, well on the first day i have English, errrr,..i think im gonna flunk out again, then Indonesian, which i have a good feeling about it (upupupp, feeling too confident is too dangerous!).

oo well, just wanna let you know,..nothing elese.c u.

mobile blogging

2009-05-18T18:01:00.000+07:00

hei guys,im trying to post something using mobile devices,its kinda cool actually,my phone is a one stop entertaiment machine.hehehee.

soo,hows thing going peeps?everything ok?i hope so?cause im not getting too good on monday..awww,come on who expect something good on monday?thats why people hate this day rite?hmm,i hear sarcassm in my writing.grr...bad bad me..

rite then,i think im gonna stop here,thanks and mobile blogging is kinda fun actually.c u.

CAS EVIDENCE: BADMINTON CLUB, PERIOD JANUARY 2009-MAY 2009

2009-05-12T22:37:00.002+07:00

dear ms alma,

i posted some photos that have a relation with my CAS on Badminton Club. With this, i tried to convince you on my fulfillment of LO's number 1, whereas i know and still can developed my skills on playing this sport.

thank you.hamzah ramadhan,11

sudden gratification

2009-05-11T20:07:00.003+07:00

i think "no surprise-daughtry is nice
i wrote this post,based on my sudden gratification.
i partly finished my BUS revision
i want to do my MATH STUDIES questionaire
i felt soo full.
my ipod had just been filled w/ some old-new movies.thanks fer
today is monday,and nothin happened.
im thinking of my EE, but ms palupi said i need to focus on my WL
i wanna read BNW?!behh, lazyy ~.~
I WANT ANYA!(ha?)
I WANT DIGA TOO AND ARIANI AND FER!
can i have teddy bear!
i think, it change into something like free writing..
more like a superrandomthings!
im streaming music through AOL radio
crazy about SWIFT?(kayy??!)
i want books and books and books
im thinking OLD CHANG KEE!
SHRIMP MAYO+RICE=BIG TIME!
i think im gonna stop :)

i feel like posting.

2009-05-10T17:48:00.002+07:00

now, im sitting here, in my study table and feeling to write something.
anyone know Barli Asmara?hmm, he's an indonesian designer, and i think his work already going abroad, if im not mistaken.so, i first heard his name through the Senci Fashion thingy, which i forgot (P.S. they had this WWF collaboration, where you can buy their bag for 100k and act as a supporter against platic bag) and when i knew his work, im just captivated with it.

idk, maybe it just me that have no sense of style and fashion in my blood.however, the way i percieve his work throuhg my average joe's lenses, he is an icon that indonesia need to open up a new path in a fashion industry.well, there are plenty more other designers that also had their work showcase in the event, but personally he is an unique figure, with his own sense of style.

showcase on SENCI Fashion First.
credit: http://images.kompas.com/detail_news.php?id=13328

(sorry, i just had a phonecall from nandra, regarding on how to use ULEAD for her video)

anyway, i think i had enough of chit chat about the beauty and fashion.

hmm, currently doing my summary note on Hedda Gabler, which part of my exam prep that i will be facing in the next hmm, 11 days.woww...

kayy then, have a good weekend everyone.

random update on ECO class.

2009-05-08T09:15:00.000+07:00

just wanna have a little update on myself.ehmm, im in eco class, and others is studying their HL material..ahaha, ms B is talking about this MULTIPLIER thing, which i have nooo ideaaa what it is.

kayy thenn, im actually waiting for my movie rendering to be finished.oo yes, did i told u about this VNR thing that our ENGLISH departement ask to do?so, its like this media option project, where you can choose whether you can choose to make either a VNR, Propaganda Movie, or FOX NEWS REPORT.well. my group choose VNR, since we want to promote Ib with the underneath message of BINUS.ahahaa, soo A2, tunggu tanggal mainnya yaa.

hmm, what else.

last night i slept at 8...since i just cant hold on to my sloppy sloppy eyes, which i waiting to shut off at any moment.soo, while i should reviewing my eco material, i just crash my bed after dinner.so while back ago, after i woke up in the morning, my body is fully refreshed!!WUHUU!!!!

EXAM IN 2 WEEKS!oohhhmiigoddd,and im not ready!crap!
kayy then, c you.
P.S. thanks diga for your lappie,hehee, its really filling the gap on eco class.ahahaha.xoxo.

nge-blog di pagi buta

2009-05-04T02:30:00.002+07:00

idk, i feel like posting in bahasa..

heran ngak sii, gw bangun jam segini kayak orang mau saur.ngak jg lhoo, soalnya aneh aja, ngak biasanya gw bisa bangun sepagi itu..mungkin emang agak ngak tenang apa gimana yaa, but seriously there is something that bothers me a lot, but i just dont know what it is.weird.i know.

gw udh bangun, mata gw udh kayaknya susah buat ditutup, and gw bisa bilang kalo, im having an insomnia right now.and akhirnya gw merasakannya, dan itu gak enak.wait, ngak juga sii, karena hari ini gw tumben2nya bisa bangun, gw solat tahajud aja.which kata eyang gw, kalo bisa gitu bisa nenanging hati..yahh kata orang tua tuu ngak pernah salah yaaa,emang lebih enak gitu..aminn aminnnn...

wahh ngak kerasa ini udh hari senen, and more things coming up this week.ngak jg sii, liat aja deee..idk, mungkin gw akan balik lagi ke tempat tidur buat tidur sebentar.ciao.

voice around me

2009-05-03T18:22:00.002+07:00

kay, outside the rain is pouring, then i heard my sister crying wildly with no unacceptable reasons and make my parents pissed.and what else, my keyboard is made a *clicking* sounds as i writing this post.oo well,

so, i just finished doing my math revision, i know rite, sounds N.E.R.D.Y, or maybe i am.exam in 2 weeks, and seriously there a other gazzilion things that i need to revised, which if i change into percentage, i only do like 40/100.wowww, soo here's come IB..(oo yes, my sister is still crying outhere, like a little brat asking for a candy -.-)

my mom told me that, she couldnt reach ACS since in Singapore they celebrated labor day a a national holiday.soo, screw them, and makes me mom pissed also, since she had 12 hours waiting time with nothing to do, while she supposed to be asking for info, if i can transfered there..ooohh, im counting down into moving.crap!!!!

hmm, what else, i think thats all, mau sholat dulu ahhh, c u..
have a good monday everyone.ciao!

citlylight

2009-05-02T08:09:00.004+07:00

i just love the city at night.its like seeing a bunch of those sparkly headlight, felt like im in wonderland.i took some this pictures, when i went to sing.so enjoy:

picture of the friday

2009-05-02T07:44:00.002+07:00

fajar+kiki

robin and the girls

fajar wannabe model pose ~.~

HEADLINE OF THE DAY!

CHILDERN DO ADOPT A TREE@MY SCHOOL!KIDS RULEZZ!

P.S. Fajar's pose is kinda model wannabe.wkkwkwk,peace jar.but i think its true.hehehe.

labor day, or should i say IB students labor day

2009-05-01T18:42:00.002+07:00

i talked to anya after badminton.and she remind me that, today is labor day...but wait, we're not the people who work in the factory and have a resposibility to produced atleast 1000 box/day, however we are an IB STUDENTS.soooo, i said to her that, HAPPY IB SLAVE!!!WUHUUU!!!!

im not trying to put any sarcasm for the labor outhere, but if you find this joke a little bit offensive, forgive me, im just joking here.please.

soo, nothing much happened, except the BIO test i had on tuesday.oo yesss, those term really makes me a slave for a dayy...ooocrappollaa.thank god its over.

2009-04-26T21:42:00.002+07:00

"for the first time, i dont know what is going on with life"

we appreciate your support on earh day and kartini day

2009-04-24T21:16:00.006+07:00

wowwww, its been wayyy toooooooo long since i updated my little space around the net.ahahaa, and im sure i had a lot of things to share with u.

anyway, i finally can enjoy my friday, since last week i had to slept ar 1, since doing my video work that due on tuesday,hmmm last minute work,ahahha, i know.but it turn out to be awesomeee.hehehehe.so, school is just getting more pack by day, since exam is coming like soon, very soon.looking for some last minute review?uhhh, not me ofcourse :P

right then, jakarta has been covered in rain within the afternoon these days.idk what's going on with the weather, but seriously its pissed me off.dont u know that, sometimes i need to stayed longer at school because of the rain..-.- soo called a global warming people.

what else, YESS!!!!im in the short cash, like badly.i dont even have like money to buy myself a drink.uu, i need to have a fnancial management.cause, i know if this going nowhere, its very dangerous.yet, i had so many debt to pay, goshhh get me out from this mess pleasee..

this is the most interesting part, our school just held an Earth day and Kartini day on this week.its a blast should i say, since not every year we can celebrate this, sooo hope by having this someone else can continue the legacy of this tradition.

here's a little pict update from me:

busy girls~

thanks guys for signing,

yayy fidelaa!

filza dan opa.

woman's of indonesia

5 sekawan

ini juga 5 sekawan

soo, happy Earth day and Kartini day everyone
its been a splendid for everyone, including the committee ofcourse to had this with all of you.
c u next year, and lets raise our awareness to social issues that happened around us.

doc.hamzah ramadhan, for go green club and student leadership council

a nice happy belated birthday for cavin.

2009-04-10T20:55:00.002+07:00

long weekend people, how is it going?everyone has a nice break until now?hope the best 'kayy, and happy easter ofcourse, its a Good Friday outhere, and i expect some egg hunting and food to enjoy in your place..sounds good to me :) :) :)

before that, Happy Birthday Cavin, he's 17 noww!!keep rocking buddy :) :) :), wish you all the best all the life can offer to you.

hmm, got interesting topic to discuss?ofcourse, yesterday across all the indonesian citizens having their elections,yepps, its time to choose our new leader (well, the presidential voting is still on june, but for now, we only had a Representative to sit on DPR and DPRD),hows all those of you who already 17?are you guys choose already?really i wanna know the update..soo please tag me up to give me the info regarding the event.

im actually got nothing to share currently, just reviewing things earlier, cause i dont want to have a pile of things within the exam night and cramping all over it.

soo then, i think thats all for me, ciao.

long week,

2009-04-03T16:25:00.002+07:00

just got back from singapore yesterday, and yess im tired for sure.i kinda having a jet lag, well its like a 12 hours time different or whatsoever, its some kind of weird actually, but yes im back for school and many stuff.

the immersion program went to be wayyy than im expected, so im glad that i joined this year.i spent most of the time in school, but its not really that bad right, to enjoy one of the top school in singapore and get a chance to get to know the peeps who are studying there.i also tried myself to get around the city and know the public transport, well atleast now i know to manage myself to orchard by either a bus or MRT.ahhaha, seriously i had a nice drill over there, because walking is a new thing while i was having the trip.

hmmm,met with someone's new?ofcourse, i met with Jeremy, he's my buddy....one thing for him, smart.oo yes, if you're not having that, sorry this place wasnt ment for you.i mean seriously, the school expect the student to had like an average GPA scores above 8!goshh, thats high?for me, not for them....

ahahhaa, soo i think a little update from me will "decorate" this empty space in my blog.
kayy then, see yaa.

stuff(s)

2009-03-20T20:55:00.003+07:00

right then, i kinda feel my brain is telling me to wrote stuff.soo here i am, clicking those tabs in keyboard to wrote my stuff.

lets starts off with my project week then.we just finished it today, and i should say its a blast!no kidding!i thought its going to be a normal kinda stuff school thing, but it turn out to be, something called ehmm, emotional session studies.i love it, yesss, its came straight from myself.you kinda think, what the heck are these kids doing.ahahaha, i knoww rite, well its mostly social work+school work, without the homework.ohh, maybe i like to put it like a school without a shit on it.nowww, thats better to have it that way, huh?for me, WWF trips is the most exciting, since i got a chance to made a paperbag from newspaper.oohh, FYI, the reason why they had a campaign on making paperbag from newspaper is that, these paper only valid for one day, and after that they are nothing like a trash.soo, like i said before, this is good way on supporting your environment, by making this kind of stuff that not just easy to be created and its a way on contribution yourself to this kind of issues.soo, thank you WWF for your issues.

hmm, what else in my mind, jakarta is kinda hot these days, my granny said its a transition phase from rainy season to dry season, which makes it like this.but for me, its a global warming, because in one the day within the week, i can see drastic changes in the sky, where in the morning its a clear day with blue skies on it, and at 1PM suddenly it turn out to be storm, thats just made me scared, seriously :( :( :( but its just my thought, so i hope its reminding you to be aware of your environment people, because going green never been a sin for the one who do it.

i think, thats all i wanna say, pictures coming out soon, i'll promise.ahahaha,
c you, and have a nice spring break everyone.
xoxo,

P.S. for those who just got back from Bali, i welcome you back to your lovely city of metropolitan, Jakarta.

moodswing kinda like...

2009-03-16T19:41:00.002+07:00

hei guys, dont you realize its monday and i can do an updates,ahahaha, i knoww, usually im stuck infont of my lappie and do stuff, but thanks for the Project Week, i will having a more light week before heading off for singapore trip.

anyway, i kinda feel moodswing for a reason, which i dont know what the heck that is?its like a come and go thing, which i hate soo much when they come.earlier me and anya had this convo where it lead to the someting like this, "eughh, i wish i could go", "mungkin aja bukan rejeki nyaa, kalo iya pasti kita pergi kok." But as i think again, again, and again, this could be something that kind of bothers me, but i know i cant whine or whatsoever, but i cross my finger now while im writing this, and i hope the best for this week.

cheers,
and now, im gonna drop my eyes down to Grey's Anatomy marathon, ciao in the OR..ahahaha.

randomness..

2009-03-14T07:38:00.002+07:00

so before i start off with the post, facebook has just launched the NEW LAYOUT,ooohhmyy so called "unimportant" effect from me is noww on.but anyway, its just layout right, what can you say about it.

ehmm, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADI, yeps buddy you're 16 nowww..wohooO!!!and also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MG!yeahh, 17 would be you're kick ass year...just cross you finger and hope the best.amen.

ahh,since both of my friends has their birthdays a few days ago, then there's going to be some parties to celebrate both of this kids, and whats more is that, THEY'RE ON THE SAME DAY!but, thank god is not within close hours, cause if yes, i cant divide myself into two and be at two places at one time..ahahahaha, im not that superhero :D

busy busy busy dayy coming up, and yes, i have another birthday tommorow, but now its my sister who just turned 4 on 12 March..yess, its going to be a childrens galore with all their screaming and sweat all over them -.- (and i wish i could survive in there..yes, another prayer needed)

OOHH!! i forgot, shcool is over you know, well, yes I HAVE MY TERM BREAK!thats cool..soo 2 weeks with no english and bio would be nice...and yes, i still have to go to school for my CAS while some of them gone to Bali and Japan...have fun buddies :) (its going to be a pre-summer celebration for you guys), ennnn im going to have my own time, since Singapore trip is coming up on the 26 of March, sooo im going to skip school for around 4 days i think...teheeee....

right then, off to breakfast,ciao..,
have a nice weekend everyone..

2009-03-07T07:43:00.001+07:00

I LOVE MY Fri.Sat.Sun and MON!
when there's what we called as long weekend~

2009-02-28T08:25:00.002+07:00

soooo, i think thsi blog will be weekly updated should i say?since, the only time that i have time to sit time, and let my train of thought goes through, is either saturday or sunday..well, good for me then,

anyway, lets just not started this with school, cause you know what's going on anyway.therefore, im gonna start with my friday.like usual, i came home around 6 PM yesterday after the badminton lesson, too bad there are no supervisor in the session, soo basically im just whooring and doing nothing in the last 2 hours, so i can wait for Diga to came home together, with busway.ahahahaha,

and then, yeahh, everything seems to be fine, until, when i reached home, my mood suddenly went drop!like IDK what the heck is going on, but its like SUDDEN MOODSWING that hit me right on the face, and while everyone seems to have fun doing their thing, im just sitting here, infront of my lappie, with the sad and desperate moment..oohhmyy, im such a thing...whatever you called it then..

oohh, soo i decided to go out for a while, and talk to my dad and grannies, and yeahh, the moodswing seems to be carried on until there, BUT!yaa gitu dee, ngak jelas gitu laaa...

but anyhow, i want my friday to be my resting point after a long hours of school, soo yesterday its kind of pissed me a while, since some still bothering me with school stuff, while i want to have my rest, its really annoying..im sorry to say this, but sometimes people is needing those kind of moment to lay their head from all that kind of shitty shit in their week..

oo well, let it let it be, just like what an old man said huh?
right then, saturday is here, and i have dinner party tonight?oo yeahh, morgan or other guys please confrim the venue to me, kay?!thanka,
xoxo,

busway is here!

2009-02-23T16:55:00.002+07:00

soo, after complaining for the last 12 month, my biggest wish is granted, and thank you godd!!YESS THANK YOU!busway coridor 8 that passed through Permata Hijau until Lebak Bulus is here.well, the most importantly is that, THE BUS PASS THROUGH MY SCHOOL!UHHHH, thats cool!

i thank my god, and now i wanna thank you my city governor ofcourse for providing the public transportation that is very convinent to ride, but also cheap for student pocket like moi.ahahhaa, thank you.well, what i can here is that, with our new governor, we see a changes...i mean a real one.dont you guys realized that, in some part of jakarta, like say in Barito, the fish market that used to be there is now changed into this beautiful and confy park, where they have little fountain and place to hang out.SOO THAT IS COOL PEOPLE!for me, since Jakarta is in serious need for a park, rather than mall ~.~

anyhow, it takes me only 2 minutes from my closest station to the school so thats another plus that i need to add on...and yeahh, for binusians for those who lived close to Permata Hijau, pleasee...ride busway now, come onn..at some point you reduce the use of emission gasses you know, and YES THE BUS IS USING A GAS power rather than pertol gas, sooo wuhuuu!!!

yeahh, i know, i kinda exxagerate things a bit in here, but you know what, start using public transportation people, they are here to serve us!soo, try something new for this, is recomended to be tried!happy trying everyone :)

oo, here's a little pic of the ticket that i used today,hehehhe, (sok pamer dee guee~~~)

thanks busway :)

i get enough

2009-02-19T21:30:00.001+07:00

oo yess, i hope with this i can get all my tired-ness from this week, like seriously!i need something to get all of this shit from myself..

well, school makes me lifeless, its now something new ofcourse, but yeahh, it just getting worst and worst and worst and moreee worstt than ever.ahaha, kinda exxagerate that part.anyhow, yeahh, my eyes is baggy now, and i dont do what i usually, even on the weekend.oohhgoshh, what happened to my world god??!

kayy then, tommorow is friday, and im soo looking forward to skip the first period of the day,yep you know what it is..aww, my TOK is done, soo gotta go for printing.

myy, thats kinda a short for not posting in the last 2 weeks.ahahaha.

extreme

2009-02-11T18:55:00.001+07:00

sooo, the birthday is coming already, and now im sitting here with fun filled mind..ahahahaa,
goshhh, all my friend had this CREAM AND COOKIES CAKE for my 16th...awww, i cant even say anything, they suddenly came out and then, sing the happy birthdayy.ahahahaha. and yeahh, diga kinda slap me on a face, so i dont recognize that im gonna look at their preparation.ahahhaaa, thanks di for the slapping.

but hey, today, like everyone, i mean for all, they said happy birthday to me, and OOHHMYY!!thank you for making up my days guys, but seriously that kind of thing, really boosting up my emotion level..and you know what's lenni said to me, "myy, you are soo like sugar high todayy, raam", well its not actually a sugar high, is just that i want to share that HIGHNESS to those people around me.ahahahaha,

well, now me and nandta ofcourse, is an official 16 partner, ritee nann!!WUHUU~~
1 year to LEGAL bb!!
tribute to all besties, and ofcourse closest relatives.
xoxo, rama

365 days before today

2009-02-10T00:00:00.000+07:00

as i remembered myself crossing the atlantic ocean, theres a thought inside my head where i keep convincing myself that im gone away from where i belong.yes, i hope you know that feeling.

gladly, my memory still get a glace of snowflakes and some chill air that i enjoyed in NY exactly 365 days ago. where i sti still in my bed, waiting for the morning comes. it feels like something is left out from me, since i just cant feel the joy of new age on that time. so, yeahh, i just keep staring those falling white crystal from the black clouds that glittering the city that never sleeps.

my dad come exactly at 21:40 bringing korean food, and ask me to have a dinner. we ate quitely, like there's nothing special gonna happened. the emptiness that i felt, add the freezing night into some blizzard that just coming out from nowhere..and i kept convincing myself, that is not going to be the worst year ever..

i hope this year would be another 365 years that leave a mark that im not going to forget.
coutning out into 2:54 minutes..

randomness 101

2009-02-09T17:12:00.002+07:00

yayy!! hello peeps, howwdiehowdiidoo??!!
ahaaha, its been a while, again,,since i wrote the last post, eh?yeps, its like a week ago, i think.
soo before i said any further, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANDRA (5th february) and GINO (25 january), oohhmyy im such a late updater -.-"
but anyway, happy belated birtdahy guys,xoxo,

well, i had to say that, i kinda having this feeling where i just dont have nothing to tell to any of you!BUT!currently, i've been craving for Indonesian books, which trun out to be such an amazing thing, since it just soo good.i dont know why.however, i also made this reading list for 2009 where i looked over the goodreads.com (oo yeahh, im very RECOMENDING the website for those books lover, they have a very organized and neat website, soo please check it out)

anyway, i just realized that sound from guitar can actually sooth myself in a way.since, this weekend, my dad is like turn on his compo, and tune this guitar pieces, which i dunno who's the player is, and on that time i was kinda work on my report, and every tunes that coming out from there, is like a boosting rocket to my brain cells :)
ahahaha, i know ritee, its such a ridicolous in some way.,.ahahahah.

kayy then, i think randomness is fun for some reason,
thanks for reading it anyway,
ahhhhehee, counting to 16 in 48hours :)

movie vote

2009-02-01T19:26:00.006+07:00

Go Green Present,

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Go Green Club has just finished the movie project for Indosat Green Movie Competition,
enjoy, and dont forget to vote us by sending the sms to 668 with the format of
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millionaire

2009-02-01T19:20:00.002+07:00

without any further do, i present you
(drumroll, pleaseee,,,)

oo yes, i had family movie day today, and my mom suggest to watch this.well, anya's has been craving to watch this, and i should say nyaa, its awesomeesss..the sroty of Jamal who accidently join the Who Wants To Be A Millionaier and actually wins the GRAND PRIZE OF 1 MILL. RUPPES (which make's him the hit for India's Television).soo, actually, he's just an orphan and everyday kind of guy who work and try to make a living.but, dont you think, someone who just cant win the prize, is written as a faith?or playing by luck?find out more for yourself guys.

well, i should say that, Indonesia also have their own hit, which is Laskar Pelangi rite?and they have a same quality elements on it, soo both are worth to watch, if you guys havent done it in the cinema..

okayy then, i think after a long day @ mall, hot shower would be nice...
happy sunday, and hello monday :)

WUHUUU~~

2009-01-31T07:36:00.004+07:00

Fox To Pick Up Dawn Treader
January 28th, 2009 by Emily | Source: LA Times

Twentieth Century Fox has agreed to partner with Walden Media for The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader after Disney dropped the film in December.

The two companies are hoping to begin production over the summer in order to release the film holidays 2010. Although this is later than the film was originally planned to be released, many Narnia fans were eager for a holiday release after disappointments surrounding the box office sales generated by Prince Caspian.

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NarniaFans.com’s Paul Martin writes:

Twentieth Century Fox has agreed to take on the Chronicles of Narnia and agreed to do the Voyage of the Dawn Treader! Welcome aboard, Fox!

The film will be produced on the Fox 2000 label whose previous fantasy film effort was Eragon.

The agreement is pending approval of the script and the shooting budget, but it is expected to go through. According to the L.A. Times, Fox and Walden first have to hire a screenwriter to do another pass on the script that was last rewritten by Richard LaGravenese. His credits include “Freedom Writers” and “The Horse Whisperer.”

The movie companies are looking to make the film for about $140 million. Michael Apted, who made “Amazing Grace” and the 1999 Bond flick “The World Is Not Enough,” is still on board to direct.

The Times also revealed some details of the meetings that have been taking place over the last few weeks. Walden chief David Weil and “Narnia” producer Mark Johnson met a number of times with top Fox executives, including movie chiefs Tom Rothman and Jim Gianopulos, to discuss script revisions and the movie’s cost.

The goal is to get back to the magical aspects present in the first “Narnia” pic but mostly absent from “Prince Caspian.”

They’re also going to film the picture in Australia, instead of Mexico, as was originally planned.

so not long weekend

2009-01-23T18:25:00.002+07:00

first question:
describe your day in one word?hectic

second question:
do you like today?errr, sort of..

third question:
since tomorrow is holiday, what is your plan?its something that is nothing to do with holiday, thats for sure..

fourth question:
what are you doing now?going to shower after badminton practice@school.

THANK YOU FOR ANSWERING ALL THE QUESTIONNAIRE QUESTION ABOVE.SEE YOU ON THE NEXT ONE!

post it

2009-01-17T17:17:00.003+07:00

its been a week since i left this blog for a while.school started guys, so i think that could be a good excuses to not wrote that often..hehehee, well i dont really have to say much about it, since school is just being THAT.

anyway, first week of school seems soooo long, i think my body is adapting to the normal routine again for the next 5 months?well, if im not miss count, but thats the thing, is not really that easy to woke up in the morning and rode a bike with a baggy eyes.eughh, that just soo not not you know, ahaahaha, sorry for a little whining..but, friends and works can atleast distrack a bit of my day.soo, cheers for that.

i just went to Adhty's birthday bash, and yeah, its another 17 party just like clarissa said "its going to be a full pack year!since most of out friends is turning that age, and we just dont know what to buy for them, ahahaha."well its true actually, not for me ofcourse, since im still 16, and what can i say, everyone have their time to turn seventeen right..

kayy then, i dont have really much to say,

happy birthday dhyt,
hope you have a very 17ish and not 7 year..
xoxo,

we called ourselves a teeanger

2009-01-10T20:46:00.004+07:00

so, today i just had A BLAST NIGHT WEEKEND!i arrange a reunion with my elementary friend which turn out to be a blast (myy god, i just cant stop saying that!ahahahah)
anyway, here's a little updates, just like i promised in the previous post ritee.ehhehe

sweetest :)

arif and rizki, they soo changing

rina+hubby, and arif, what the heck is happening guys?

we just created, gaulista and gaulsz

this is nice.

the batch of 2004

see, 5 years passed from the graduation of year 6, this is what we are right now, grown up and i should say a teenagers.ahahaaa,
xoxo, love you guys,
see you on the next reunion :)
indah, bantuin yaaa kalo ada lagi,
see yac!

hell of a load weekend

2009-01-10T08:07:00.002+07:00

the last weekend for me, especially for holiday occasion like now, can determined whether you have a nice break or not.it can be seen from how well you can feel in the end of day on sunday.if you have a good one, then congrats, you just get through a blast, but if not, sorry to say, better luck next time (which is 6 months from now,nehhhehhe)

so, this weekend im back to my basic routine, which is guitar lession @ Pacific Place, and off to lunch somewhere in malls.BUT!there's something different today, which make me kind of excited from now.im going to my elementary reunion @ PIM!wowwnezzz!

one of my friend is kinda confused for me, since she said that "gimana caranya coba elo bisa ngumpulin anak-anak sebanyak itu, dasar loo, GILA!". well, this is not purely my idea ofcourse, there are a friend also that help me doing this.so, worth the price?will see how it goes in the afternoon.

i hope we take a lot of piccies, so there will be an update regarding that reunion.soo, see you and have a nice weekend.better watch out for the updates!

xoxo,

being thoughtful

2009-01-08T16:57:00.002+07:00

so, the days of my holidays is counting down into zero at no time.my preparation for monday, is done pretty well, there's still some work, but not much, that need to be finished and polished a little bit. until now, im just craving for my routines, since 6 weeks of holidays, has made me a couch potatoes and lazy ass..grrr, i hate that..

thursday, and coming out friday, soon to be saturday.ahaha, ohh, im planning to go out with my elementary school buddies @ the weekend.i havent tell them, but im gonna do it later, either today or tommorrow.will see.im soo excited, since there's been some chance that we try to fit in to the schedule, but seems imposibble to gather all of us, soo i wished really hard that its going to be worth the price.amen

im currently watching The Real World: Brooklyn, ooo yess, its another tv addiction moment by rama.i just fell in love when i first watching it.its not because there's just so many eye candy thing that i can watch, but it just something.sorry, for being so crappy about it, but that just it.i skipped the "Hollywood" series, but religously i followed the "Sydney" edition.but this, is like 100000x wayyyy hotter than two of them, cause you know what, the drama seems to get fired up in the very first episode, noo that too long, in the first 20minutes of the show.myy, the producer really want the audience to hook us on the bait of RW series..cccckkckcc,

anyway, my desktop is back, soo yay!and im gonna start study later in the afternoon.so, see you in a bit then, bye-bye
anyway,

Kasianilah Mereka, opini tentang peraturan dimajukannya waktu masuk sekolah

2009-01-04T20:27:00.002+07:00

Pasti sudah kita ketahui bahwa mulai tanggal 05 Desember 2009, anak-anak sekolah negeri, khususnya di Jakarta akan mengalami sedikit perubahan yang bisa dibilang akan membuat bahan pembicaraan mereka di hari pertama sekolah, dan itu adalah jam masuk sekolah yang dipercepat setengah jam. kita tahu bahwa, biasanya mereka masuk pada pukul 07:00, dan apabila diberlakukan peraturan tersebut, maka mereka akan merubah jadwal mereka menjadi pukul 06:30.

Diperketatnya waktu masuk tersebut, seperti yang telah ditetapkan oleh Bapak Kepala Bagian Pendidikan untuk Daerah Jakarta, menyatakan bahwa, alasan untuk ini ialah untuk mengurangi macet yang ada di sering di kota yang tidak pernah tidur ini. Tapi, apabila kita pikirkan kembali, dengan jam yang tidak dirubah saja, anak-anak murid ini masih terlambat untuk masuk, apalagi dipercepat. Ini juga merujuk pada murid yang tinggalnya jauh dari sekolah mereka, dan bayangkan saja beberapa dari mereka harus bangun puku 03:30 untuk bisa mengejar masuk pukul 07:00, bagaimana kalau dimajukan, sulit untuk dibayangkan.

Masalah kemacetan memang sulit dijadikan alasan lagi, mengingat bahwa angka penduduk di kota ini meningkat tiap tahunnya, dan sebagai ibukota dari negara Indonesia, hal ini menjadi terlalu klasik untuk dipropagandakan. Memajukan waktu masuk sekolah, hanya menambah tingkat kemacetan yang biasanya terjadi lebih lambat, karena sekarang yang biasanya terjadi pada pukul 06:15, sekarang menjadi pukul 05:45, dan angka kemacetan akan bertambah pula.

Peraturan memang dibuat untuk dipatuhi oleh semua orang, tapi menghimbau hal-hal diatas, manjadikannya suatu landasan untuk sesuatu yang akan memberikan efek besar pada publik. Tidak ada salahnya tentunya, untuk memberlakukan ini, karena dibalik semua itu, kita masih bisa mengambil hikmah untuk menjadi lebih tepat waktu.

second before the first

2009-01-04T07:28:00.002+07:00

this is the second last weekend, where i can laid back in the morning and have a little bit of tv until about 10.next week, its all about 5 to 5 people, so in short, school start.ooohhhmiii, well this year im sure there something different going to happen, which i dont know for sure what it is, well binusians we gonna find out soon, kay...

hows weekend?

not much, i had my guitar lesson yesterday, which turn out to be hand "pegel-pegel" incident.i barely touch it during the holiday, so thats the price i had to pay for not practicing.luckily, my teacher or should i say maestro, seems to understand that during the new year's most of his students are not practicing.hehehheehhhe, thanks pak arthur.

hmm, today, i woke up with baggy eyes, since my maid scream "YOUR GRANNY JUST FELL OF FROM HER BED!!!", ohhmyyy, i just ran as fast as i could to her room, and found her in the floor.and on that time, im not even wash my face or wore my sandals.oohnoo,

P.S: it turn out that i go out with dog around the neighbour,heheehehee, it was sunny and kind of brezzy outside.cheers!

tommorow is monday, so its 7 days to school :D

changes

2009-01-03T16:52:00.002+07:00

yay!finally, i get the chance to change my blog layout as a i promised earlier on December..well, new year, new semester, can be two from many reasons why the layout should be changes.the white color that i decided as the theme for this time, can represent on how i wish this year can be easy going and i can get thorough everything nicely. a little prater always come in handy right,

so, tell me, what do u think of the layout?thanks :D

she's legal now

2009-01-02T07:19:00.001+07:00

happy sweet 17 cheisy zefanya :D
ngak nyangka udah nyampe segini aja lo, cepet yaa!

realized and resolution

2009-01-01T17:12:00.003+07:00

first of all, happy new year 2009 people, i hope the very best is coming this year.so, i think this is the first time i made my REALIZED and RESOLUTION post, and with this i can trace back whatever that's been happening around this year, and make a new line for next year, so it will be better year than before.amen, soo lets get started!

i realized that in the end, ourself is what cound in the end of the day
i realized im still nothing like a brat
i relied there are few persons that knows me really well
i realized serving others make me motivated to do many other thing
i realized that live without someone you love is not east
i relized there are still person who count you as something
i realized that life is all about findings, and choosing what is best to ourself
i relize, although people throwing out crap to me, i can still moving on with my life
i realized crying is one of the best remedt on a bad day
i relized that myself is different from other in such way
i realized to start accepting the difference in myself that almost bothering me for some time
i realized there always an event called, "letting in and letting out"
i reliazed when i like something, i should get ready to get it off from me
i realized that sometimes "bitch" is my middle name

but, i should make a resolution for next year..

i should be able to manage myself better
i should get better grades this year
i should be able to write an essay better!
i should know that everyone, including myself has a limitation
i try to get a partner this year (nahh yang ini, gak jelas masih jadi resolution apa napsu?ahah)

suppah!

2008-12-29T19:45:00.005+07:00

after one day in hospital, listening to this voice is the best remedy of the day..
without further due..i present you,,

oo yesss, i know its kinda late or something, but hey, it better now than never right,
one word to explain his debut album, soothing..
enjoy!

hospital

2008-12-29T10:06:00.000+07:00

yestersday afternoon, my grand father called my father and told him that, my granny is having a seizure, where she cant woke up from her sleep.so, in the end, we all took her to hospital, and get in her to ICCU.so, until now there is still now info about what makes her like this.we just hope and pray..

now, im here at the hospital with my dad beside me waiting for some announcement to let us in and en route we're watching some crappy TPI movie with Titi Kamal on it.

convo of the day

2008-12-27T17:40:00.003+07:00

this saturday, while everyone in the house gone to Safari Zoo in Cipanas, i decided to visit my grandma for the day.well, like the usual ofcourse, i met with them, have a little chat, and oo yeahh, i rode ANGKOT to some malls there with my bro, so i can atleast feel on what is like to get around with that thing, other than your car.hehehehe, save the environment and save your pocket money, lol!

but anyway, the day had been good refreshing after extreme malls exercusion that i just did in the last 3 days.like, me, mom, and dad can stay in there up to range of 5-6 hours/day in the malls, and we spent all the times on eating and drinking.ooo yes, someone just hope not ruining his diet structured, apperently it has been goes on and on until now,hehhehee,lets get fat for a while shall we, well not "fat", its sounds too harsh for myself (i dont wanna tell myself as a fat -.-), what about "bigger".

most importantly, i got the chance to met up with my mom!yayyy!!ahahhaa, she's like cancelling all her plan today, because i wanna visit the house for the day,hhehehehe.

so in the car, when she rode me home, we had this convo where she discuss about on what suit me the best for my future,which something that i need to more often with some relation, cause time strain that available for me to think something like this, is ticking off and i need options, that for sure.my mom said that, "physcology can be good for you, but that cant make you goes everywhere in the world, maybe you ending up sitting there in an officce without getting the travelling that much, sorry hunny, thats just a no-nom but thats doesnt mean you cang go there, tourism can be a good chance also, and you know what, im telling this, because i wanna give you option to make".

before that, i said to here that, one of my main goal of my life is that, i can bring myself around the world and see what it feels like to conquer something with living in the city.aww, come on, have you ever imagined youself living in NYC, London, or Greece?served with everything you need, and feels like you dont need to get a job to accomplish what you want, since it already there...and all of them is happened because you are working as one of the high management either in the hotel or tourism company, which everything that i just said is just a small perk that you can get..ahaha, who knows it can be much bigger when you actually working on the industry right?(cross your finger, pray, and work hard!ahahahha)

well, i think it for a while, and options is important for me, since there should be a PLAN A and PLAN B..without it, im gonna just stuck on one point, and keeps revolving around it..so thank you mom for a lovely afternoon talking dish that you presented to me today, it means a lot...after what you've been thorugh, all what you just said is an extreme thought that needs to be suck it in really well...soo that you...

not to mention,

merry chirstmas and happy new year 2009,
may almighty GOD bless us with joy and properous in the spirit of togetherness
xoxo, rama :)

im back

2008-12-23T19:00:00.003+07:00

so i just got back from Palangkaraya yesterday, with a light flu and sore throat!(errr, great job rama, you are sick when this is holiday -.- but anyway, for a wild ride in the jungle and got a chance to met up with orang utan live from the real jungle, is worth a price to me.hahahhaahah.actually, this sickness that i got, is because the wind that blow soo hard when i rode the cruise ship.

anyway, that is not the main issues, whats more important is that, all the natural habitat that i just saw became a thing that will be record at least in the next 15 years from now, and thats for sure. awww, come on im still like in the age of 30, and to get back into this time with all the photos that i should say "well documented" can be a good asset when i want to share it with my family and childrens (ahahahaa, marriage is just too much to talk about right now i think.lol!)

well, Palangkaraya is like small city actually, well bigger than Jakarta and Singapore ofcourse, and like that is sooo not obvious.located in the central of Kalimantan, while the other city is mostly near the coastline of the island.i should say, the city is kind of left out, since at night there are no street lamp that show the main road within the city distrcik, and guess what happened, DARK LIKE GHOST CITY!grrr~.so, maybe i can make a little hypothesis that all the city in Kalimantan is sort of like that, aahhaha,(vie maap yaaa, kalo lo baca ini, deskripsiin Balikpapan yaa?!soalnya pasti wayyy better then Palangkaraya loo..thanks!).in short Palangkaraya is till inhabitant..krikk.,krikk.,krikkk.

so, yeahh, thats all the highlight of the trip then, piccies here we come then, enjoy!

forest side view from the cruise

illegal logging :(

bridge to nowhere (since the road on the right side is not connecting to anywhere), but welcome to Palangkaraya

mosque 01

busy-busy day,

off to palangkaraya

2008-12-18T22:40:00.002+07:00

heii guys, i kinda feel in the writing, since this blog has been kinda left out over my holiday!ahahaha, the last post is about the freedom wrting movie thing, yeahh, soo let just move on..

my mom said to me ealier in the day, that the trip to Palangkaraya should be documented well.and, i realized that in about 10-15 years from now, we are going to remember this vacation well enough with all the memory through the photo..

but thats not the important case, since this is my first time ever to step on Kalimantan, i hope (and cross my finger real hard) so it would be a nice and refreshing time for all the family (and most importantly me!ahahah)

so, my flight will take off @ 08:30, and yeah, i know sleeping is what i need right now.ahahaha.

but...!

i dunno..

well,

see you on monday,

picts will be post on tuesday or monday afternoon.

see ya!

crossing out list number #3, #5, and #7 in my holiday to do list

2008-12-18T22:34:00.002+07:00

~~3. read MARYAMAH KARPOV!~~

HALF WAY THORUGH!

~~4. Indonesian Lit. oral presentation for January..~~

need the oral practive infront of mirror

~~7. i think gone to Balikpapan, YAY!!KALIMANTAN HERE I~~ ~~COME...~~

~it should be Palangkaraya..see you till' monday!

a taste for change!

2008-12-13T09:21:00.002+07:00

last night i just watched FREEDOM WRITERS..ohhmyygodd, i never realized that even in 1992 the racist war is still happened in America.well, the set is taken on Long Beach, but come one guys, the war is still on.people's colors, tribes, religion, is still something that become a burden to every single person that lived the area.they are finding their own territory to survive...

so what is the meaning of ONE WORLD and ONE VOICE then?does this count now?even myself still cant implement this idea..these kids really open our mind that, to become ONE there always a fight that needs to be done.without it, everything just a crap.the 118 minutes movie, will take us into the journey, where we get the chance to see other side of life..

"we are not just kids that study in the classroom.but we are individuals that have a voice with a freedom to write"
~freedom writers 2007

a few days ago

2008-12-12T08:59:00.003+07:00

hei guys, good morning

hows ur holiday so far?christmas is coming in few weeks?got your trees standing in ur living room already?well, i hope you guys have a nice one...but anyway, i just had my DUFAN trip last tuesday.which is a BLAST SHOULD I SAY!you know what, this is the first time that im not using my driver and private car to travel around jakarta, since BUSWAY IS THE WAY!!!WEE~

oo yess, the team in that day, choose to rode busway all the way to ancol.thanks to ferina and brian that figuring the route on the way there.i just realized also, its not really that hard to reach that hard, you need only 7000 rupiah (soo its about 7 cents i think) and strong feet to stand up in the bus, and VOILA!you'll get there in 2 hours; approximately time..ahahaha.

it just too bad, when we got there, the weather is not that supportive.the sky kinda a cloudy and have a muddy color on it, so when i got out from the bus terminal, rain is kinda pouring to us..ooo BUT THATS NOT MAKES US NOT RODE ALL THE RIDES IN THEREE!!ahahahha!!!

i think, i dont really have soo much too say, photos from the trip would be nice..ahaha. enjoy!

ferina and her donkey!

ariani :D

merry go round was soo much fun!

the F couple

no idea :D

2008-12-07T20:38:00.002+07:00

today is the busiest from any other day.since 9:30am, i need to go with my mom around, from PP to Senci.ohh, FYI its not some shopping therapy or any kind of fun stuff, but rather than a babysit session...oo yess, what a not-not dehh..

anyway, i cant wait for dufan!fajar is now currently chat in MSN about this.im not sure who's gonna come, but he suggest that i need to announce it in the messenger, so people can know, and add people to join in the outing!yayy!!!well,its actually kiki's idea in the first place, but...im not doin it yet.sorry guys,hehehhee,

grrr, tomorrow is Eidul Adha...well, here goes lamb curry and more fatty food people!
YEYAY!!

grehhh~

2008-12-06T07:56:00.001+07:00

i just have my shower, and gonna have breakfast afterward...whats next?guitar lesson,,and something else...

:(

the drama that i cant get rid of

2008-12-05T21:35:00.003+07:00

The Hills - MTV Shows

crossing out list number #2 and number #4 in my holiday to do list

2008-12-05T21:02:00.003+07:00

~~finalizing the ECO EE, so i can submit it in the first day of school~~
status: DONE AND CORRECTED!
there goes my eco :D

~~buy CERITA CALON ARANG by Cok Sawitri..~~
status: BOUGHT AND READY TO BE EXPLORE!
here goes new excitement!

and 8 to go..

fun day!

2008-12-05T17:48:00.002+07:00

yay!!!my friday outing day turn out to be a blast!oo yes, after 2 weeks on cramping the test, smells of mall never been this good with sour sally on hand...and movies with friends..huahhh!!!what a relief..thank god for inventing something called a mall...

anyway, hows ur day?physic students said the test is hard!but i dunno, its because came from me so it became like that, and gino's said it just okayy...noo problemo then..

city of ember became our choice for the movie, and its good...i mean, for being rated as a "teenager" they have a good quality on story line and effect ofcourse. the story is telling us about how these two kids who actually believed theres a way out from the city. Ember, that already existed for atleast 200 years. is in the sake of destruction, and their ancestor believed the only way on saving the life on the society is by going out from the city itself, by following certain instruction that located in the box that already passed on from many years ago...wanna know how the Lena and Dan can survive the thrill, i suggest you guys to watch it..its pretty good movie to start your holiday..tehhee~

hmm, what else, ooo yes!i have guitar lesson tomorrow, and lebaran haji on monday.eughh, and i havent start practicing for the lesson, for your info, damnn im gonna screwed by my teacher...grrrr!!

anyway, maybe i just do it later in the night (hehhee, proscastinating is fun!!ahahaha, for the holiday ofcourse..kekekek.)

until then, bye for now!

morning call

2008-12-05T07:20:00.002+07:00

oo yess, friday and i woke at about 7:00am, what could be me tempting this...yay!my first day of holiday..which going to be a blast!yayy...celine and some other NON-PHYSIC are asking me out to senci to have lunch together and watch movies there..sooo there i said it, its going to be a blast!

currently listening to: walau habis terang-Peterpan and manusia sempurna-Nidji

so anyway, physics kiddos are still struglling with their exam, sooo wish you a very good luck on the test kay guys,,i know you can do it!YAY!!!!(what a non-emotional support statement.heheh)

i think thats all for the morning, catch you after the "friends go out" day.hehhehee.
tatatt!

chicks is wheeling around my head :D

2008-12-04T18:50:00.002+07:00

oo yess, thanks to my economics test ofcourse, since i need to this article, where it talked about crisis of chicken price in Malaysia.which turn out to be,, er...not too easy or hard..well will see...

right then..so when i finished the test, the first that i talked about is that, "IM SOO NOT GONNA EAT CHICKEN TONITE!!"hahahahaa, i knowww its kinda exaggerate in a way, but its a good way to release all my pain after the final test (yess, this is my final test, and i off to holiday! weee~)

hmm, what else, my BUS and Indonesian is okay, but not my BIO, I FAILED!!ERRR!!!!!soo, tomorrow im gonna check math, which i have a feeling on getting a "just an okay" grade...puff*, there goes another disappointment....

okayy thenn, i think, school thing need to be cool of for some time, but thats not it,there also some things that i need to gets done within holiday, such as:

finish my EE books..2 more and i will do my intro..yay!
finalizing the ECO EE, so i can submit it in the first day of school
read MARYAMAH KARPOV!
buy CERITA CALON ARANG by Cok Sawitri..
Indonesian Lit. oral presentation for January..
get down with the score with my parents..heheheh.
i think gone to Balikpapan, YAY!!KALIMANTAN HERE I COME...
buy some books i think..
READ LORD OF THE FLIES!
err..still thinking...

i think thats the planned for this hol's, and oo yeahh, for those who celebrate christmas, i almost forgot to say this

MERRY X'MAS 2008!
AND HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!
have a blasting holiday guys!seriously, get those fat ass off from studies, and get wild!
xoxo, rama~

tuesday :D

2008-12-01T16:23:00.002+07:00

puff, there goes my english...and thank god that paper looks nicer than i've been expcted, soo thank you again...

hmm, it off to math, bio, and eco..o well, im sure i can do it!YES!(ceritanya positive thinking), o iyaa dongg!!!

dufan?anyone?here i come..

:D

2008-11-28T17:10:00.001+07:00

AHH FUCK IT!!!
UJAN HARI INI BIKIN GUE BASAH ABIS2 AN,,
BELON PAKE BI GUE!
BUS APALAGI!
EUGHH!!!
WHAT A FREAKIN TO THE F TO THE K AND BACK AGAIN TO ME...
GARHHH!!

hari ini

2008-11-27T13:54:00.002+07:00

okeyy gue lagi feeling untuk nulis in Indonesian yaa,heehhee,

soo hari ini, the conversation yang gue bisa sangat berarti for the week adalah sebagai berikut:

Nandra: pokoknya yaa gin, gue pake art major akan punya masa depan yang terang
Gino : hah?terang gimana?
Rama : haa?ngak ngerti nan?!
Nandra: oo iyaa dongg, gue bisa jadi interior design, bikin tas,,
Diga: azekk!!elo kayaknya bisa bikin apa yang sering gue pake dong..
Nandra: ooo iyaa donggg, its costumize,,
Rama : ya udahh, nanti didoain bisa liat namanya di Fashion Week...
Nandra: make into Milan Fashion Week, or EVEN PARIS!!
Rama : nann, New York jangan di lupaiin dongg...
Cavin: nanti you invite okayy nan...
Nandra : relax baby, nandra will send you a private jet...
Rama : oo gue ngak...ahahaha,
Cavin : ini khusus yang di US ajaa..
Rama : kurang ajar..

and juga,,,

Diga : gue mau jadi apaa yahh?!
Ariani: lahh, emang elo ngambil apaan di IB?
Diga : yaa gitu, eco, bus..
Ariani : nahh jadi finance aja...
Diga : aduhh susah..
Rama : yee sayy, kalo ngak susah namanya bukan sekolah dong..
Nandra : BETUL!!!
Rama : ya udaahh jadinya apa dee?!
Diga : gue pengennya sii jadi ibu rumah tangga...yang..
Gino : KAYA!punya banyak anak, and suaminya baik!
Cavin : nahh gino right tuhhh dig, dont forget moneyy yahh

also,

Nandra : GIN!!GUE PENGEN MASUK AERONAUTICAL!
Gino : yaa, kalo gue ngak masuk, nanti jadi GeoNautical..
Nandra : GUE MAU NERBANGIN PESAWAT!!PENGEN JADI PILOT GUE! i wanna be like John Travolta!
Rama : iyaa tuu, dia punya pesawat 747
Nandra : nanti kalo bosen tinggak terbang dee..
Cavin : noo, if he's bored, or laper ke MCD ajaa, tinggal pake parasut...
Rama : woww kayak james bondd...
(all laugh!ahahah)

hahh....such a relieve after 90minutes of test
lets relax a bit and explore your dreams
PILOT?IBU RUMAH TANGGA?FINANCE MANAGER?AERONAUTICAL ENGINEER?PHYCOLOGIST?
you choose.. :)

exam@13:20

2008-11-25T09:41:00.001+07:00

here goes tuesday,
after a long weekend of hibernating in my study table,
its time to get on with the Indonesian exam...
lets get on with it then,

:)

saturday remedy

2008-11-22T09:25:00.002+07:00

ooommmyy, my blog has just becoming an online rotting page, since i barely touch this for like a week, if im not miss count the days.
eughh, exam is coming up binusians?!and thank god i have monday for holiday, but just like mr. tommy said, "its not the time where you can hang out in PS or senci".hahahaa, yeahh, i agree with you..

soo, hows ur preparation?have u start to review all your papers that full of eqaution. especially for students in Physics, and Chemisitry?!
or, read again some of McLuhan theory on media?!
i hope this year, no one gonna fail the exam, and lets have a nice quite season greetings,since Santa is coming to town, eh?!just cross you finger and no peeking at 12:00am.

anyway, last night i just had 11 hours of sleeping, and when i woke up its feel like im flying..well not really, it just that i never had a long hours of resting before.soo it makes me, kinda of satisfied in a way.oo yes, school really sucking up everything that my body can handle, which i just realized, each day, its just getting bigger and bigger..and it will grow in the day...oo well..

goshh, i kinda not ready with my english, so pleaseee, god give me something to think off for my essay!
thanks!

what i missed..

2008-11-12T18:32:00.004+07:00

i have thinking to wrote the post in friday, noo, sunday actually, but i always get lazy when getting to tapping all those words in here...ahahahaa, soo here i am sitting nicely on a cushion dinner table and ready to tell you all i missed in those few days..

1. SLC CAMP.
yes, the Council finally got their first ever camp, but i like to exxagurate into Leadership camp.hehhee, well it explains what we're doing there ofcourse, its all about bonding and know about yourself...but thats the point right?!getting to know new people around you is a great way to expand yourself in a matter of knowing ourself..all of us enjoyed this a load, and the late night sleeping @ 1 AM on saturday, would be the higlight of the day..ooo yess guys, dont we miss our "5 minutes more sleeping time".hahaha, and I' VE GOT PICCIES!! enjoy:

laper... :(

mita,,ckckkccc, lololool LEBAYY!!!

i love it!

2. Go Greener(s)
our club has been progressing really fast in this couple of weeks before heading off to exam (hmm, in about 2 weeks..ahahhaa). some of our friend join this activity, since yeahh, they actually interest on what we are offering, which is getting to be more aware on you environment.im very surprise that, everyone is working their ass of to get into this point.soo salute to everyone!!weee...oo yeahh, this afternoon we had this paper friend program (hence, this is our second program after the Greendays, in which we are going to held on Friday, 21 Novemer 2008..soo if you look some of us wearing the green shirt that mean we are on the duty of this event.SUPPORT US yaa GUYSS!!!!!SAVE THE WORLD, SAVE YOURSELF)..and ofcourse piccies is also served in here..hehhehe :)

draining the paper pulp

let it dry under the sun..

before that, use this board as a "printing machnine"

our first ever PAPER RECYLE!!~tribute to Paper Friend of Year 12.

yeps, make it dry to let it fry.hahhaa.

i think so far, my time has been suck up by school.there barely time for me to atleast go out and have my rejunevate time for a while.its not like i cant divide my time, its jus too much thing would be miss if i do that..well, seniors outhere?what kinda of HS life you guys had?!is it something more hectic like mine?or the other way around..maybe you can share some of the thought in the tagboard...that would be nice...

right thenn, back to work people,
writing this post is a stress relieveing for me, since everything that just there, now drain into the structure of words..ahahhaa,
see yach :)

MENTENG KIDS WINS IT ALL!!!

2008-11-06T17:13:00.003+07:00

"red state, blue state, we are the United State of America"

~president Barrack Obama, in the acceptance speech.

GOO MENTENG KIDS!!!WOOHOO!!!

photos taken from, click here!

october road.

2008-11-05T20:33:00.003+07:00

in my math class today, me and sarie had this kind of talk, where we discussed about "future life",,yess, another future themed post people.im not try to be crappy or anything, but i founded funny for both of us, since not only something that can refresh us from numbers and all thats kinda of things, but its more into,,,ehmm, a chit-chat reunion should i say,ahahahaha,

soo sari ask me this question, "ram, later when you grown up, what is the best thing that can be happening in you life.."
woww, when i first heard that one, i kinda of stop and blink for a while, since i realized theres actually people that had a same thought like me.honestly, i like to fantasize this kinda of thing during my free time, but i just dont deeply stick it for myself, since i know what i try to share it with someone, they will think this a "rama being him, weird and something else"

i answered her with this, "okayy this is whats going to happen, woke up in the morning with my partner..that someone will bring me a cup of coffee, and kinda say a calm greeting of good morning,with a cherish smile on a face.afterward, "the someone" will kinda of rubbing up my hair a bit, and snuggling up together in bed again for atleast 5 minutes before getting ready"...and she says, "ohhmyy, rammm, you are one hell of a kind victim from those soaps.clckckkc, i cant believe you are very imaginative..."

ha!, theres a think again that, life sometimes cannot be according ton your will ofcourse, but, just think if you can make it happen,life with someone that you actually care and lived together, and atleast taste a little bit of that scene in my morning, noo, in you guys mornig,wouldnt be sweet to have it?just a bit,,,not too much or too sweet also, just IT!

btw, im now currently watching "OCTOBER ROAD",,ohhmiigeee, that is soo goes into my must watch list of the week,hehhheee,
the opening scene in PILOT episode, is give me this inspiration on writing this post.thanks and enjoy!

fly over your own mind for a while

2008-10-31T19:15:00.003+07:00

heii, ooo HSM3, is wayy over the rocket!!yess!!!

senior here we come...

yeahh, have you ever think what is life after school.college or uni, is obvious right?but i try to emphasize on whats your are going to do with you life...well, life will not going to stop after graduation, since like many people in their graduation speech, "this is ending, actually just a beginning on everything in life", and i agree with it.life is waiting..and me, you, and everybody is just going to be challenged to get through of it.

let imagine our prom?

why not.

one of a kind.

2008-10-30T18:41:00.004+07:00

actually, costume can actually make your day more fun and exciting,ahahaha, like what we done in the school today for exapmple, everybody just showed up with their best "armor" on themself.isnt it great?and fyi, this is the first time that Binus have this kind of things.soo, tribute to ms donna then, who actually be the pioneer of the event to have happened!!weee miss donaa!!!

the costume that i saw today, has a create a exotic atmosphere should i say, name all the type of model that pop in my mind now.okayy, from me, im thinking of, HARUJUKU!, ehmm, formal part clothe, ehmm, gothic!, evil, and many other types that i dont know their term.hehhee,but thats the things, it is sooo good!

anissa for example, she came with a shiny blonde wig, and some sailor like uniform ala anime style..its soo cool!!i should tell you!!ohhmyy, i just kickin and screamin a wholeee time when i saw her..hehehee.but, KIKI!!!oowhhh yess, she is the satr of the day, KIMONOO PEOPLEE!!!KIMONO is her dress, she look gorgeous, i mean, for girls, it make her prettier than the usual, it just something.hehehehehe,

right then, i think photos would be a better way on expressing what is happening today,yeahh, thats a good idea!!enjoy!

applause to costumers..hehhee.

woww, bule Belgium, yuu.

kiki look gorgoeus, and antoni, you are to the core!

anissa and tiffany, gaoell!

speechless dee, simple but to the point!

awwness :)

i found,

2008-10-26T16:14:00.002+07:00

David Archuleta - Crush.mp3 -

love your dog more, by doing this...

2008-10-26T09:23:00.002+07:00

oops, here's thing i need to do!

2008-10-25T21:02:00.002+07:00

1. business and economy presentation
2. photo 2x3 for my form
3. read bahasa
4. printing some stuff
5. something else..
6. keep whining and whining and whining and whining...

another whining session

2008-10-25T20:51:00.003+07:00

SAFARI SUCKS!
since i've opened like 20 tabs and then suddenly it stop working with no reason...eughh!!there gone my gossip girl, privileged and ugly betty online watching session.screw (fill in the company name),

anyway, i haven't update anything like decades, well thank IB..that make MSN not having users online through their messenger, and Blogger of course, blogging activity is kinda out from the activity of the day.and both of the effect comes from the same reason, which is homework.yess, again i whine again about that thing, everyday is just gonna pile up like shit!and i can tell, it will never going to be stop until the so-day-called Graduation Day, ohhmyy!!how can i cant wait for it..!!

weekends is now filled with work and work, and i hope you guys agreed with me (tag it if this think happen the same to you!), less fun more work.well, not so much less fun, but the "ME" session is kinda loosing up a bit..

ehmm, nothing much happened in my life and the school.just same old crappy rama day should i say.and it just going to repeat all over again...huhuh~

right, i need to stop whining and have a reality check on myself.
btw, talking about "reality", i agreed with Ichel, why MTV is putting more REALITY SHOW than MUSIC THEMED PROGRAM, i mean according to Nandra's blog, that what Music Network Television to do, MUSIC!not REALITY SHOW TV!you guys on the field should do more of dictionary research rather than watching more tv,,,yeahh idiot box i like to put it..

:)

LOOKIE LOOKIE!

2008-10-22T19:49:00.000+07:00

oo yesss!!

he's craving for dec. 29...hehehe, i want this show.

keyy thenn,

gotta back to my Indonesian essay then..

whining!

2008-10-20T22:16:00.000+07:00

GOD!is there anyway i can eat all my work as my food?!

make it stop for like 5 minute, ohh school work!

heihooletsgo.

2008-10-18T21:41:00.002+07:00

soo hello everyone, sorry for the late update..yeahh, school really eating my time, yet the school work,dont ask...

hows everything?been good?me?!ehmm, i had a guitar lesson..and thats something new.hehehee.

aduhhh, i dont really know what to write nihhh..

btw, aksara Pacific Place is pretty cool, and today i bought two books, which are..(damm dam)

Playing For Pizza (2007)-John Grisham

Perfect Match (2002)-Jody Picoult

...!!!!

2008-10-14T20:35:00.003+07:00

kay then,

im soo annoyed, cause my eraser is gone which,

i literally noo idea where it goes on

F***!

sorry for the exaggeration.

saturday cilincing(ians)

2008-10-11T18:48:00.006+07:00

soo today, me, michi, adam, rueben, joshua, tian, miss vivi, and mr andreas gone to cilincing for distributing some packages for unfortunates children's in the fishermen village.oo the excretion just a fun fun on saturday, wee!!!.

the place is really cool actually, since the beach is right infront of their houses, and whats interesting is that, most of the people lived there is catch green mussel rather than fish (since what i saw is most of the villagers is peeling the meat inside the shell, and put it out on the bowl, so they can sell it later).

right, i think thats the brief info on what piccies that you are going to see, enjoy!!(and thank for miss vivi to taking up the picture,some really worth to save it.hehhehe)

puppy found near the site,hheee :)

lautku malang, jadinya jakartku malang,

some kids naked in the water damp having shower.

fishingmen!!

women peeling out the mussel from their shell

kak lambok distributing the package,cheesee!!

butt cracked,teheee~

groups photo!

anginnya sewilir,hehehe,

michi and joshua, keberatan bawa tasnya.hehe.

we mark ourself in Cilincing

classroom condtion in the site

adam distributing the package to one of the children

nothing compares the feeling on making others happy,cheers!

service club and buka puasa bersama committee collaboration project, Cilincing Packages Distribution.11/10/08. binus school simprug.continue to make a difference!

P.S: thank you for miss vivi for taking all of pictures shown above.no right reserved.2008

random 101+101

2008-10-10T18:40:00.006+07:00

what could be more precious than having someone beside you...
someone who is there when you're cry, tired, pissed, happy, or just having another happy giddily day..
ohh, yeahh, nothing compares that feeling, and im sure it worth than anything you could imagined?
have you feel that lately?
ehmm, i hope.

heii, im not try to mentor you guys with some crappy questions of course, but i just feel there are some things that i need to put off in here.since, its better to do it now, then never, and im ending up scrawling other people life with my problem, which i dont want to be the start of drama, or any kind of gossips.

soo here what it is...

a friend...is more to someone who can be there.but here's the thing, have we found them?or are we still in the search for these "life partner"?sure it is taking a lot of time, there are no instant things in life, right? the search that we are trying to do, is taken a way to find the true self actually, since it is the time for adjusting the same condtions with others to make a solid relationship though.because in the end, what is matter is the one who knows the inside but not just outside (whoopsie, that is kind of cliche actually)

oo yeahh, i have been in that kind situation, where i get to choose which one or groups should i get in?but as a matter of fact that im in high school, i should get it done in the last 13 months rite; since the start of the school is last year, and also mark the beginning of my high school journey xD.it is hard i should say, since i dont want to make a friend eatings in indonesian a.k.a EMTE (makan temen) since thats just one hell of nasty condition, which im pretty sure you dont want to get involved with.sure, the choice should be made, the one who offer you a solid and long lasting yet unforgettable moments of friendship or the one that desired on popularity.

people of course and obviously?choose the first choice, in which according to my rama 101 friendship guide, the toughest but worth to be done. how about the second, its not a wrong thing to have a fame and little bit of "everyone know me session" of course, since that shown how social you are, but i think (i dont know what you guys think) there is a doctrine where the second one is for the one who has...(err...i dunno how to say it, maybe i just stop in that part and you guys can figure that one, thanks, cause i just dont want to be offended in so many way..)

soo until this point, maybe you guys think, im talking crap.well, you can say that..im okay with it.i just watched greys anatomy, and that shows is kind of teach me a lesson, where there is a choice to made in every situation you are getting in.well, i know, maybe the show is not the best example that i can show you, but what i can is that, it is the most closest things that we can reflect on..or not ofcourse (depends whether you like the shows or not..).but here's the thing, choice is made by ourself, especially when it come to friends.

have you made the decision made?
remember, there is a choice to made btw..
soo, im sorry if i talking craps, once again im soo sorry,
am i wasting your time?why you even bother to read it then?its you fault.

currently; he's having a random thought in his brain about everything around him, and yeah, im in the moody status by the by..

P.S: i dunno that mscteamy is that muscular :)

fashion aint come sweet, missy,

2008-10-08T21:16:00.004+07:00

yeps, another drama just straight come fresh over, from the big apple people,
you in to fashion?think again?!
so, this is what it takes,to be one of those fashion climbers,
say hi, to the world where fashion is a war,
cause it wont come sweet, missy =)