HELLO new term.yeahh, i just now having a time to write it yesterday.alahhhh, sok sibuk abis gituu ngak sii gue.ahahaha, tapi serius abis, wakut gue kemaren is suck up by the movie making, which is actually postponed until next monday.but still we do the presentation today, and the result, is not that good.aduhhh, nott happy with that niihhh.

so monday, new term,ahahaha, new things and drama, and new objectives yang gue udah buat sedemikian rupa, biar gue juga bisa keep on track on what im doin, kita bikin listnya yuuu!!!:

1. konsen ama pelajaran, meaning konsen dalam hal bikin catetan and guru
2. no ketawa berlebihan di kelas
3. tahan napsu buat gangguin orang, karena bisa ganggu elo juga orangnya, nantinya
4. jadilah yang tidak memulai sesuatu yang buruk
5. play with the HS drama even better, meaning handle problem more wisely
6. really know your own strenght and weaknesses well.

cobaa, kalo gue bilang siii itu sich bisa gue ikutin, cause i just have 3 month of time to complete all of that, but thats now the point i wrote this right now.but its like this, in this few month, as i said before in the entry, i feel like i've been too much living in the live of "santai saja", yang sebenernya bukan gue banget gitu looh.and i just regret it for all of that, i feel pity for myself, cause not doing the job i should do.it sounds corny or spoily, whateve, but thats the fact i wanna spit it out now.

feeling not being myself, is just the most biggest slope yang selalu and akan terus terjadi in the cycle of rama life :), tapi gimana coba, kalo terlalu sering melakukan itu, nantinya, i will be someone like that gitu.and gue sendiri gak mau.dengan itu, berubah menjadi apa yang gue mau adalah, merubah beberapa pemikiran gue yang udah lama ngak pernah gue apply dalam kehidupan gue.alahhh, sok serius abiss dee rama, hehehe, maap yaaa agak djayus nehh, soalnya my math teacher in agreni, sumpahh demii, jayus abis, karena dia bete, with no particular reason.tenang, gue konsen kok belajarnya.ahahhahaa

iyaalahhh, gituu lahh, lets just move on to another topic yaa.school sich biasa aja yaah, gue cuma mau focusing on the studies that i've been doing aja, biar gue ngak keteteran atau apalah itu.faktor yang gue temukan adalah, the joy of being HS, and feeling itu aja yang masih belon gue bisa bendung, or should i say, the joy of being a teenager, as if,duhhh!

ahahaa, and heres some little thing yang mau gue share, gue ngerti kenapa gue ngak bisa dapet pacar.soalnya, tiap orang yang gue suka itu, pasti punya rahasia sendiri yang gue tau, and rasanya gimana yaaa, gituu lahh pokoknya. :)

ok then, im off yaaa.i just love to report some of the LIVE RAMA report from here.cheers :)
oo yea nandra, masukk yaaa.ahahahaaa.feel something missing nehh :)